JFRM-NCDCC In Charge

2010-08-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

HEY BRANWEN!! HERE'S MY POST!!

Haha, I owe Branwen a post on this wee blog here. Haha, nothing much to post about, 'cept that I'm going for UDI selection this saturday, and hopefully, UDI itself. Wish me well people :D

P.S. I'll only let you call me Hamdi if you're close to me.

2010-08-10T20:44:00.001+08:00

A Woodland Night

This was inspired by my solo night in a training camp which I went. To be honest, I really felt very apprehensive when I went for it. Sounds all around and the darkness always seemed to be closing in. But when I finished it, it was such an accomplishment. Of course, in Singapore, there is nothing good about the forests here. So I decided to write about the forest of my dreams.

The mountains loom high,
The night is nigh.
The ground is damp,
Where I will make my camp.
High above me,
The moon is as bright as it can be.
Faraway, a lone wolf howls,
Preparing for the hunt by stretching its jowls.
Silently watching my woodland night.

A woodland night,
The shelter is built,
The woods are quiet,
A Luna lullaby.

The critters start moving,
The wind starts roving,
The stars sing their love song,
And the night doesn’t seem so long.
I close my eyes,
And succumb to slumber.
The sky is still and drenched,
With the stars that light it up entirely.
Silently watching my woodland night.

A woodland night,
The shelter is built,
The woods are quiet,
A Luna lullaby.

The sun is here,
The warmth drawing me near.
Arising from my deep repose,
I see a fox, with one paw out, a funny pose.
The mounts are tipped with snow,
With the winter cold in tow.
The dream is over,
Here comes the morning,
Silently banishing my woodland night.

A woodland night,
The shelter was built,
The woods were quiet,
A solar awakening.

A poem wrote my brother, Mark Chia Zi Han of Victoria School, Class of 2012.
Seriously, he should write a book :D

2010-08-06T17:47:00.002+08:00

Hey! Today was plain awesome! I had parade in the morning, and class outing at Swensen's!! Let's start with the first few parts.

Morning: PARADE!! Xian Jun stepped on my boots for the seventh time :( but thank goodness that it was minor and could be wiped away with my gloves. The parade was smooth, everything was perfect. Although the ending was a little messed, the flag party(Staff Sargent Akmal Hamdi, Corporals Venus Yap and Shireen, and Sargent Daniel Watanaprasit) managed to improvise and do the march out well. The march in was great, just that everyone was looking at us and some made stupid comments to try and make us laugh. Xian Jun did. Damn! Everything else was close to perfect. We got treated breakfast deluxe from MacDonalds by Mrs Tang. Can you believe that it was nerve wrecking, I was afraid and I wanted to laugh at a point in time?

Post-parade: Xian Jun spilled his Milo on the table and floor. Some of it splashed on Corporal Cantona Ong's uniform. Oh, Cantona was out Parade Commander. And he did awesome :D Anyway, I asked Xian Jun to clean up the mess cause he caused it. You know what he called me? A bastard. Why? For asking him to clean up his own mess. Eventually, we returned to class and I got my class T-shirt. OMG!! Its the same colour as my girlfriend's class T-shirt! Awesome! Haha, I was wearing the pink shirt and my half uniform. Odd much!! At this point of time, I was feeling a little disorientated.

Class Gathering: We were supposed to go to Orchard by train. But decided to take the bus instead. There were 15 people; Jay, Shane, Christopher, Ian, Kashken, Ezekiel, Jun Han, Glen, Branwen, Melissa, Elina, Jen, Yong Jian, Elaine Tan and me. Most of us were wearing our class T-shirt. Original plan was, to eat at Seoul Garden at Takashimaya. In the end, we ate at Swensen's near Orchard Ion. The guys(excluding me) went all out for the Ice-cream Buffet and the ladies went for the main courses. Branwen had the Ice-cream Buffet too. I ordered Arabiatta Penne, Melissa ordered Curry Baked Rice, Elina ordered Chicken Baked Rice and Elaine Tan ordered Fish and Chips with Apricot and Mayo Sauce. Shane made the ice-cream look so appetizing!! But when the 'real food' came, Christoper was like "Walao! I shoulda ordered the real food!!!" Damn funny. I nearly fell for Shane's trick. It happened to be a piece of plastic coated in ice-cream. I nearly ate it. Glen and Branwen are such a sweet and lovely little couple :D Last long eh? By the end of all this, I felt like the 15 of us bonded a little bit more. Hurrah guys :D

THE END

2010-07-28T19:57:00.002+08:00

Fuck My Life. This is shit. Someone just fucking kill me already. I can't take the shit no more.

Oh, happy 5th month together darling! I love you!

2010-07-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hey, sorry I don't really post much. My router got taken away from me. For two days. So, to all the fine people who stalk my blog, I apologise.

Last week was total crap. Like FUBAR crap. No mood to post right now. But today's soccer training was awesome!!

Ugh, I nearly collapsed while training today. Why? Cause I waited so long to talk to someone just to find out that they're asleep. Bye.

2010-07-21T18:01:00.002+08:00

I got a new blogskin! Haha, nothing like the boring old minimalist eh? I guess its time for me to 'fess up that I'm a patriot!

Apologies for not posting for so long. Life has been extremely monotonous and boring. Plus, I'm a damn busy guy. Admin for NCDCC, exams are coming up, and I find that tumblr is much easier to use. No offence to the hard-core bloggers out there.

Guess thats all for me for now. Till then eh?

2010-06-27T11:09:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! I know, I haven't been posting much. Well, I'm a busy man. So, to make it up, here is a summary of my tightly packed and very fun holiday.

A lot of PDS, like every week. But it was fun. Got posted to the sec ones as their IC, and the second IC for discipline. Sean's the first IC. Wow, I don't think he'll do much anyway. Then came the outings. Went out and such. Ummm, then there was the third month anniversary for Heidi and yours truly. Haha,we had loads of fun together. We always do!
Ok, I feel like a little kid, but hey, boys will be boys. :D

Then, the AEM, Advanced Elective Module for Electronic Design and Design at the School of Electrical and Electronic Engineering of Singapore Poly. I am so totally going there after secondary school. Followed by that, there was the very much looked forward to course. USAR!!!

Totally awesome. Finally, NCDCC cadets get down and dirty rescuing big John. Haha, after the last day, went out with my detail for a final celebratory dinner. The pictures are @ http://www.facebook.com/reqs.php#!/album.php?aid=2060495&id=1040739455&ref=mf check it out if you can. Envy us :D

And tomorrow is the fourth month together!! Baby, we really did go far and grew stronger in the relationship! Thanks for the video! Happy fourth month!
Love, Akmal.

2010-05-30T13:17:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone! I do apologise for not posting often anymore. There's nothing much to post about. Life is pretty much the same thing day in, day out. Except for yesterday and Friday!

We celebrated our third month together. 'We' being my girlfriend and I. Went to East Coast to do some rollerblading and such. It was very fun! Of course, the one who taught me to rollerblade was my darling, Heidi, herself. The last time I touched a pair of rollerblades was like two months ago. Anyway, we went to rollerblade, take pictures and just play with the sand. Although the oil slick that affected the beach was still visible, it didn't pamper our spirits.

Now, I'm just wondering what our next date would be. Movie? Or rollerblading again? Haha, I need to practice anyway. Well, thats all for now. Till then.

Baby, happy third month anniversary! I love you. :D

2010-05-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

Howdy people! I know, I haven't been posting often. I just came back from camp you see, and well, life is pretty boring. Besides, nothing is worth posting unless you guys want to read about some minute life detail.

Yes, to those who are wondering, my exams are over. Two weeks ago. Camp ended today, and well, it has never felt better to be home. Nothing much to say about camp, apart from the hike up Gunung Panti. Or Mount Panti. Yes, Panti, NOT Panty.

During the hike, there were many obstacles, like roots, streams, steep and slippery muddy paths, fallen logs, thorny plants and the occasional leech. Although the sound of my fellow peers screaming when they spot leeches are funny, it really makes me concerned when one of them are bitten. You might never know when an infection can happen.

Not all was bad though. As we climbed on, and the whining started to just warm up, many were encouraging each other, and themselves, to go on. Even with injuries, we pushed on. Even when we were going down, I see friends helping each other to negotiate the treacherous way down. They even helped the strangers! Who said teenagers this days are rude and selfish?

That was the true spirit of the camp, Excellence, Respect and Friendship. Of course, I miss my girlfriend. Everywhere I turned, I see a couple either flirting with each other, or holding hands, or looking at each other in the way couples do. Yeah, I'll admit, I was a little envious. But hey, my turn is coming soon!

That turn came today. Met my baby after her bus arrived in school and hopped over to Burger King for a late lunch. Had an awesome time with you today baby. Thank you for the name-let :D

I'll keep posting soon since the exams are over. Adieu!

2010-04-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hello hello! Today is the day! Looking back, two months isn't two months after all. In case you are wondering, today is the second anniversary of me, and my love. Well, let me tell you what happened. Don't worry, there are no sick parts.

Since today was the start of the exams, I was quite down. Boy, what a way to spend an anniversary. The exams was rather easy, since it was English, my forte in all of my subjects. After my paper, I went home to play some MMORPG which is totally awesome! At about 1545 hours, I got ready to meet her.

We met at 1613 hours at Novena MRT station, walked around United Square and had dinner at Swensen's. Walked around even more, and played with the toys in Toys 'R' Us. If you're wondering what I looked like today, the picture is on her blog. Who? For me to know, for you to find out.

Nothing much after that, and I got home. Baby, I love you.

2010-03-08T21:28:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! Have you seen the weather lately? My goodness, isn't it hazy out there? I think it is probably caused by burning vegetation in Australia, Malaysia and Indonesia. Not only that, but the El Nino phenomenon that occurs yearly has been getting worse.

Singapore has hit her highest record temperature ever! At 36.5 or so degrees, its not a surprise if bush fires appear, grass turns brown and everyone becomes sticky, wet and fatigued due to the heat. On the bright side, it finally rained today! Unfortunately, it fell on the day of my class competition. Heck, we still have to thank God for bringing the rain. If not for the rain, I'd would have had to slug home slowly.

Not much is happening to my life here I guess. So, nothing else to post!

2010-02-21T17:43:00.002+08:00

Hello guys!! I just came back from a very tiring day of canoeing. I'm taking my two-star course, you see. So, its pretty much work, work and work from now on to this coming Saturday.

Its awesome, new friends, reunion of old friends, new skills and more importantly, stronger bonds. We learnt about the nip tides and spring tides, the lateral and vertical movement of tides and currents, risk assessment, expedition planning and also safety procedures. Sounds boring? Bet your ass it is. But heck, its important, so why not just listen to boring lectures? Haha. You probably think I'm crazy.

As for the practical part, we learnt several new stuff. For example, how to paddle more efficiently with our hips, feet and arms. How to eject from the cockpit of the kayak with a spray deck. The Eskimo bow rescue, edging, low support recovery, high support recovery, single-man rescue. On Saturday, we're going to learn several new moves, followed by our assessments and hopefully, all of us getting our hard earned certificates.

As fun as it sounds, there are boring parts, such as rafting up and such. It's also nerve wrenching. Like before we learnt how to do the Eskimo bow rescue, most of us were scared, me included. I'm going to be frank, I was afraid of capsizing and then waiting for my friend to come and rescue me. Now, its just like eating. Nearly natural, all we have to do is practice on our hip flips! Well, nothing much to post about anymore, so peace out!

2010-02-15T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps. I'm back from an awesome family trip to Malaysia. Haha, awesome time with my cousin, parents and of course, me! Finally, a trip to take my mind of all the stressful things in life.

You have no freaking idea how enlightening it was. Anyway, I've been having a little problem lately. There's this sec one girl who likes me, and wants to dump her boyfriend in approximately two weeks time if their relationship doesn't improve. How do I prevent that from happening? I mean, I don't want to be the cause of all her troubles. Or her break up. Honestly, being human, I bask in the fact that people actually like me. But how many out there really do like me so? I don't think many do, but hey, I'll never know right? I have my infatuations myself. Although I am putting effort to push the feelings aside for the sake of my studies. Can't believe I just typed that. Me? Push aside BGRs for studies? Haha. A few years ago, that would be a total WOW factor if I said it.

Shit, not only do I have to handle the sec one girl, but I also have to handle the two whom I find myself attracted to. If you want to know who, find out yourself! I'm evil, so what? Anyway, to one of them: I don't mind if you're frank with me. I don't care if you have fears of relationships or can't trust guys anymore. You can trust me, and I've been in your shoes. But not with guys, obviously!!! I think I shall only like one person. But who shall I choose? The elder, more mature one? Or the girl who is the same age as me?

2010-02-14T11:27:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody! Happy Chinese New Year, and an eventful Valentines Day to all you guys out there! Life's a drag, really. Nothing much happens around here, which makes it a little boring.

Pakour is boring now, not as exciting as before. So are sports. I have no idea what's happening to me, but heck do I care. Haha, yeah, its ironic, the guy who once cared about every little detail now cares no less. Well, I'll revert to normal soon, so don't worry eh?

I played soccer yesterday. Sad thing is, we only won ONE match and lost all the REST. Good thing it's not a tournament. Good thing is, I finally impressed my coach with my skill. Let me rephrase that. Meagre skills. Well, nothing much to post about anymore, life is so uneventful eh?

2010-02-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody! I just returned from the Singapore Air Show. The $21 that I spent on the ticket did not go to waste! It was kick-ass-awesome, to quote a friend. Excellent stunts performed by the experienced and well trained pilots were the main highlight of the day!

I was amazed that I could identify nearly all the aircraft exhibited at the Air Show. We saw private jets, corporate and executive jets, single engined propeller aircraft for training, military jet fighters, cargo transports, unmanned recon drones, helicopters and private helicopters. You can say that it was an aircraft enthusiast's dream! Since I knew so much about planes, Melody, Claudia and Christina chose me to be the 'tour guide'. What a joke man! I probably bored them with all the specifics of each model planes, and their uses. At least they were kind enough not to show it.

Oh, my camera ran out of battery and I wan't able to take photos. But Claudia had her camera and she did an incredible job as a photographer! I'll upload some picture from Facebook when Claudia has posted the pictures she took. Well, that's all for now! Bye!

2010-02-05T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hello peoples. Life has been hard on me, but pleasant. How about you guys? Awesome? Or just horrible? Anyway, my new computer rocks. Its fast, and its great!

Training today was horrible. Sighs, and I thought being an NCO would mean less work. instead, I got more! On the bright side, we were able to get something done. Oh, I received my LCP rank just now. Sad. I'm supposed to be happy right? Well, now I have o return the CPL rank. Bleh.

School is slow. I can cope with the lessons, but not the amount of homework they give us! And I'm surprised that I can actually sit and study now! in the words of a great friend; I was aghast that I can sit and study instead of rotting away waiting for tomorrow to be done. I guess being a year away from the O's are not that bad. it surely gets one up and kicking to realise that the need to start studying.

I can't believe that I fought with a friend of mine over a girl. A hot one, mind you. Still, I didn't know that he liked her as much as to sms me and tell me to buzz off. Sorry lad, you ain't going to get her that fast. You are gonna have to prove yourself first. Haha. What do you expect? Life's hard ;)

Well, I don't know but I think that someone is trying to distance herself from me. Ah, I hope I'm wrong this time. being right most of the time is horrible in these situations. PEACE out.

2010-02-04T15:20:00.002+08:00

Hello hello! I know I've not been posting lately, but finally, and really finally, I'm getting a new computer!! All I have to do is pick it up tonight at the store!! Its an awesome machine, with 3.2 gHz speed, 750 RAM and 2G memory. Awesome eh?

Anyway, I miss all of you lovely people! Unfortunately, I've been posted to some very busy jobs in the exco. Besides, i promised to post every fortnight or so. i guess I can do it now with my soon to be new computer! Haha! Right, back to topic. NCDCC! i've been assigned to deputy camp commandant for the NCDCC March Camp '10! Now, my honorary camp commandant is LCP Caroline Tay.

Deputy camp commandant sounds very awesome aye? Not! Well, not that bad anyway. All I have to do is overlook the cadets, pump them is necessary, and sentry duty. Guess what? NPCC is doing their camp during the same time as us! So that means that we can do sentry duty, alarm call and morning PT together! Even so, I'm not sure if any of our cadets (NCDCC & NPCC) are keen on that. Come on, whats wrong with NCDCC and NPCC working together? We're from the same damn HQ anyway. So, why is there a rivalry?

Oh, Elaine, I think that pixelune.blogspot.com is better then the rest! Continue being awesome sis!

2010-01-21T16:17:00.002+08:00

Hello people! I know, I haven't been posting lately, but hey, I am now!! Haha, i'm sorry, but my computer is out of comission, so I can't really use the computer often. And I'm really busy with school and NCDCC!!

Ever since I've been nominated for a spot in one of the four commandant positions, I've been in constant trouble over some of my more irresponsible NCOs. Can you imagine? Troublesome man! Not only that, I have to do alot of homework, cause I decided(only recently) to be a good student and concentrate on my studies this year!! SURPRISE PEOPLE!! Bet you didn't expect that!

Oh, yeah, my current class is awesome, by the way. But not all of them anyway. I realised that first impressions are important, but it isn't necessarily true. Agree? Ok, maybe my class is a little rowdy, but they certainly can do their job damn well if they put their mind to it. Branwen, if you're reading this, give me your link!! Elaine if you're reading this, I'm sorry for irritating you!

Thats alll for now. i'm at my junior's place, using her laptop. No, don't get the wrong idea. I'm with another guy and another girl too! Here to study for our HAZMAT theory and practical tomorrow! I can't believe that I only need to get the CPR badge to be a staff sargeant. Awesome!

2010-01-06T20:14:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, I hope you're schooling week has been going well. I know, I haven't been posting, but for the sake of those who enjoy reading my blog (quite rare, I guess) I shall post about the first week of school. You can count on me to post WEEKLY, not daily any more.

I don't have the time, and I have tons of homework to do. Sorry!!

So, lets start with the first few days of school. I got admitted into 3 Peace, or the second last class in express stream. At first, I didn't really have a good impression of my class. As usual. Some are so irritating. Others just can't shut the hell up. But hey, everyone deserves a chance, aye? Gave it some time, and now, I'm starting to feel that my class is actually kick-ass-awesome!! Haha!! Elaine, I hope you don't mind me quoting you. Well then, got to know my teachers. There about 2 super old teachers and the rest are young, the ones who teach me.

I also learnt that POA, Maths and Sciences have freaking thick and heavy textbooks. I think if anyone were to be hit on the head with just ONE of them, that person will have a concussion and wake up 7 days later! Haha, just joking!! I have no intention to hit anyone. Well, not yet anyway :D

So, to all my fellow school mates out there, you're not the only one SUFFERING!! Haha ;) Just let things go past and they'll all make themselves true!! So, best of wishes to all of you out there, good luck, God bless!!

I hate old teachers, not only are they slow, but super boring too. Maybe maths isn't so bad after all. POA is. Peace out!

2009-12-30T18:54:00.002+08:00

Hey all! I'm back. Oh, I do apologise for not posting these few days. I wasn't able to, really. Besides, I was busy with my NCO training! And guess what? I'm not a NCO!! YEAH!! Haha, well, priorities right, I'd like to wish the Cambodia Team a very warm welcome back to Singapore! Secondly, congratulations to all my fellow NCOs who passed the test! Finally, congrats to my sister, Elaine, on getting a standing ovation on your performance!! And Noel, you owe me $27.

Well, my week has not been going that well, apart from the return of the Cambodia Team, progress on the CCA recruitment fair performance, passing out as an NCO, this week totally sucked. I got stabbed in the back. Again. So, if you do happen to see any vulgar words in this post, I'm sorry. Sheesh, sometimes, love sucks. Sometimes life sucks. But as my sister said to me; You still have to breathe every breath, live every second and control every tear. The easy way out is never the best way out. Salutations to you, sis. Since I'm like thanking people here, I'd like to thank everyone who cared when I was down. Aye?

If you wonder why my writing is not chronogical or is jumpy, I'm trying very hard not to slam several people on the net right now. Control the anger. Always control the anger. Tomorrow is countdown day. The day after that, is the new year. What are your resolutions? Care to share?

I miss Auntie Jill's spaghetti Bologna...

2009-12-25T21:58:00.002+08:00

Christmas is ending. But who says the celebrating has to? Today, I saw many acts of kindness, from the little things like keeping the lift door open for a total stranger to helping someone out in an accident.

Today, I saw many celebrating by holding barbecues. But I wonder, how do they celebrate Christmas in the less fortunate countries? Hopefully the Cambodia missionary team brought some light into the fortunate and the less-fortunate's lives.

Today, gifts were exchanged and and wishes said. Every year, the same thing happens. How about the many who aren't able to celebrate with their loved ones? Like me? Or those who are just away from their families? To many, Christmas is just another public holiday which you get presents. Not many people really get the essence of the Christmas spirit. For those who think; 'What the heck? Why are you posting about this?' Here's your answer: we take celebrations such as these that can bring us closer to one another for granted.

I'm not going to type about the Christmas spirit, but my friend Elaine and that special someone knows it very well. Do visit their blogs when you're free. To the Cambodia team, if you're reading this, Merry CHRISTmas. We can't wait to welcome you back on Monday. To the rest of us in Singapore, lets keep the Cambodia team in prayer that they'll always be safe and sound. That they have learnt new lessons about life. And that they'd come back even more mature!!

I'll leave you all with this.

It's a quote from my old post, but obviously, I've edited it.

'We left immature and ungrateful.

We learnt the lesson of appreciation.

We lived the hard life.

We came back mature and stronger then ever.'

2009-12-19T19:59:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... I wonder what she's doing in Cambodia right now. I hope she remembered what I told her. I hope she's safe and sound. Oh, I'm so worried. Then again, I'm always worried.

Boy, do I miss her already. I bet her parents miss her even so. Well, I hope she remembered what I told her just now.

'Don't worry about Singapore. Forget all about Singapore for these nine days. But don't forget your parents, me and Mark. Constantly keep in prayer. And for once, have fun! Let us do the worrying. Since its your first trip out of Singapore without your parents, I don't want you to be sad. Instead, I'd rather you enjoy the experience!'

She's probably having fun right now. I remember the days when I was overseas without my parents, in a whole different world. I didn't think about my parents, or Singapore, till the last three days. Its not that I don't care, but thinking about them would make me homesick, and I told them not to think too much about me, because I don't want them to be sad upon my departure. So, hopefully, she is having her own great experiences. And if she is reading this, you know I care, you know we care. But just don't be sad just thinking of us. Have fun! But don't forget us either!

To the rest of us in Singapore, lets keep the Cambodia team in our prayers. Pray that they're safe, and protected by God always.

I'll always be there for you. I promise.

2009-12-16T12:26:00.005+08:00

Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart.)

Boy: Yeah she is. (But you're still the most beautiful girl I know.)

Girl: I heard she's funny and amazing. (All the stuff I wasn't.)

Boy: She sure is. (But she's nothing compared to you.)

Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. (Like how you knew just about everything about me.)

Boy: Only the stuff that counts. (I can't even remember the stuff she tells me when I'm thinking of you.)

Girl: Well, I hope you guys last. (Because we never did.)

Boy: I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to me and you.)

Girl: Well, I got to go. (Before I start to cry.)

Boy: Yeah me too. (I hope you don't cry.)

Girl: Bye. (I still love you.)

Boy: Later. (I never stopped.)

I read this on my sister's blog. And I'd like to dedicate this to someone really special to me. Really really special. I know that you know its you babe. You should have gotten the hints.

Akmal

2009-12-10T08:46:00.003+08:00

Piece by piece, my heart was recovered. Bit by bit the wounds were healed. Now, I feel that I've gotten over the whole incident. Maybe there are some sadness here and there. But overall, I've gotten over it.

The guys came over to watch soccer this morning at 0200hrs. And I've been devoid of sleep for 24 hrs, minimum.

Spending time with my friends was a great idea. Got to know them better, and got to keep myself occupied too. In the end, we decided to slack in my room a little because Barcelona was getting their ass kicked all over the place, Internazionale wasn't playing like an international team, and Arsenal was totally pathetic. Haha, totally not their day. Besides, I learnt some new skills for soccer after being coached by my brothers. I feel ready to rock the court!!

Oh, I ran out of tongue cleaners. Crap.

2009-12-05T13:47:00.004+08:00

Yesterday my heart was shattered into a thousand pieces. Today I'm still picking them up. Tomorrow I'll try to mend it. The day after tomorrow I'll wonder, why did this happen to me?

All because of the foolish mistake of one man. ME.

I forgot her birthday. Of all things to forget, one bloody date, which in effect ended our friendship. I'm not saying its not my fault, because it is. This was the last time I'd be able to prove to her that I'm different from the past. To prove to her that I'm a better person now. But this was not to be. Maybe we're not meant for each other. You call it fate. I call it God's plan for me.

I hope you're reading this. You don't have to tag. Or say that you've read this. But I just want you to know that you were all I had to live for. The reason I changed for the better. The reason I tried to be nicer to others. The reason I accepted the fact that I'm not perfect. It's all because of you. I attempted to be better for you. But I failed. I'm sorry.

Now, our friendship is still in the balance. If you wont accept me in the future. Or like me anymore. Please, all I'm asking for is that we'd still stay friends. Forgive me.

To a brighter future ahead of us. I dedicate Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson. God bless you. Last note: you were the bes companion I had in school. Thanks for being there for me when I needed you. Thank you, Kimberly.

2009-12-04T12:47:00.001+08:00

Hobey-ho!

As you can see, my blogskin is now changed!

Nah, I didn't create it. Nor am I feeling down. I just thought that a little simplicity would make my blog better.

Well, I'm gonna check New Moon later today! And I gotta get ready already. SO, bye!

Akmal

2009-12-03T19:23:00.003+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Haha, I've got a good mind to change my blogskin...

Anyway, I'll be getting rid of the Plurk column. And you guys can look forward to several new columns too!!

Right. Hmm... Oh yes, my daddy finally got Singtel MIO!

Now I can watch soccer, and documentaries!! What a blessing! Also, I got a new router!!

Now, it can connect to several computers and its faster too!

YEAH!!

Haha, well, gotta choose what to wear tomorrow. I'll probably dress up nicely for you guys!

Akmal

2009-11-29T13:46:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

Today, I'm not in a cheery good mood. So, don't mess with me today.

Well, nothing much happened during VIBE yesterday. Auntie Jill saved me a waffle - thank you!

Apart from that and a ride home, nothing much though. Life's boring without soccer. I just realised.

Sometimes I wish I could go fishing, like Elaine, or play soccer with no care of the world. Even better; going rock climbing maybe. But its boring without any activities here. Bleh.

I promised Claudia to post something up here.

Right, here goes. Oh, its about money, by the way...

Money; the root of all evil.

It can buy - a bed, but not sleep.

- books, but not knowledge.

- a clock, but not time.

- a position, but not respect.

- food, but not appetite.

- a house, but not a home.

- sex, but not love.

- amusement, but not happiness.

I'm gonna add one more, cause it seems very true at this time and age.

- favours, but not friends.

Ok, maybe another.

- items, but never will it buy you satisfaction.

The last one, maybe a little bit confusing. Let me explain.

Nowadays, people are buying stuff off the shelves plentifully. But every now and then, the temptation to seek a replacement for that item, e.g. computer, is high. New models come up everytime. Its nearly impossible to be satisfied with what you have isn't it?

Nope.

Its easy to be satisfied. Just buy what you need. And appreciate the fact that you can afford that item, most likely a luxury, and enjoy it.

Here's a challenge to all you readers, try and appreciate the most taken for granted item at home. It can be a place, an item or a person.

I promise you, you'll see life in a totally different aspect then.

God bless.

Akmal

2009-11-26T21:04:00.003+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Firstly, best wishes and a very happy birthday to my brother and confidante, Mark Chia!

Happy 13th birthday and may God bless you for the rest of your days ever more!

Secondly, I've been reinstated the best goalie of the week!!

Haha, surprising, no? Cause I usually play the defender position, but today, I decided to try my luck with the job of keeping the ball out of the goalpost!!

Oh!! Before I forget, happy birthday to my junior Kim! It was nice smashing a cake into your face!!

Muahahaha!! So, back to my topic of me and the soccer thing...

I think I can have the confidence to be a goalie often now. But I don't think I'll play in that position often... I have to train my defending too!!

Anyways I've gotta go and check my lesson plan...

Akmal

2009-11-24T14:32:00.003+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

I apologise for not posting quite a while...

Clearly I wasn't able to use the computer due to certain reasons...

So, here's a quick summary about what happened while I was gone...

Nothing happened on friday.

Saturday, nothing much...

Sunday, went to GLCC to help out at the carwash!! Quite amazing isn't it? The fact that I helped raise at least 250 buckaroos??

After that, went home, bla bla bla...

Hmmm...Monday...

A day of excitement, joy, fun, disappointment and fatigue...

Met Claudia at Tampines MRT at 1215 hrs...

I was 15 mins late!!

SORRY CLAUDIA!!!

Then we went to BK for lunch :)

Talked, ate, did some tricks and had a little bit of sharing...

After all that, we went to ESSS to get her school books...

A pretty impressive school, I'd say...

They have a skull in their lawn, how cool is that?!

Anyway, I got my note book after that and now, I need to think of a lesson plan...

Wish me luck. Pray for me.

Akmal

2009-11-20T17:56:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

I just came back from watching 2012 with Samantha and Gareth...

A very nice show, if you tell me...

It depicts several different attitudes people portray in crisis...

For example, those who care for themselves only. Those who are willing to go out there and help. Those who stay behind till the very end.

In short, the show pretty much tells us that the best, and sometimes the worst can and will come out of people in crisis...

So, the quote 'The best way t know a person is through hardship' is true!!

Think about it people. Think about it...

Akmal

2009-11-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Sorry I didn't post for quite some time already...

My bad...

Anyway, I was playing soccer in the rain the last few days, so...

Yea, no time for blogging, and I have to huge-mongus blisters on the big toes of my feet...

OUCH!

Hope they heal well!!

Besides, I'm gonna need to be able to move alot...

I don't think my application for KFC got accepted...

So, tomorrow, I'm gonna try for a post at my mom's workplace...

Maybe I'll be getting more luck?

If not, then I'll go to Jobstreet.com

Hopefully there're jobs which I can apply for and GET!!

Gotta go now, blog to you guys soon!!

Akmal

P.S. I'm on twitter, so follow me and I'll follow you!!

2009-11-16T13:22:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

I know, I haven't posted for quite some time...

Besides, I wasn't that free anyway...

Oh, before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE!!

Enjoy your 14th year alive while you can!!

'cause, before you know it, you're 15!!

And I spent like half to three quarts of my day with Mark and his family...

He is one damn lucky guy nia!!

I mean, his parents are so fun to be with, especially the father!!

Haha, also, they are the only people whom actually talk about soccer during normal conversations!!

So, Mark, you're a lucky guy, don't take it for granted!!

Haha!!

Anyway, I've got to go now, need to hope that my job application for KFC is gonna be approved!!

Pray for me people!!

Akmal

Planet Earth spinning round in space...

There is no other beautiful place...

STOP DESTROYING THE EARTH YOU MORONS!!
ITS MY HOME!!

2009-11-12T14:17:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

Hey, I'm gonna make this straight to the point!!

I'm selling mountain bikes, still in good condition, and I also have repair and mod services...

The bikes which are still in good condition, can be spray-painted, stands added to it or removal of brakes, etc.

Minimum selling for the bikes is 40 buckaroos!!

Quite cheap for a mountain bike which is still in good condition!!

So, just contact me if you're interested, and I'll help you negotiate the prices...

Only on a first come first serve basis, up to 5 bikes for sale!!

Starting price, $40!!

Repair, depends on severity of bike. Start from $2.

Modifications, are depending on the amount of mods you want, and the type of mods.

Or course I'll try to give you the best price!!

Haha, so, tag, email, mail, sms or call me!!

Quick! 5 bikes only!!

Akmal

2009-11-07T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Haha, I know I haven't been posting lately...

No, I'm not busy, I'm not dead...

I'm just L.A.Z.Y. yes, lazy to post...

Partly cause no one really reads this post, I have no inspiration to post about...

So, I'm pretty much a dead fish. My holidays are totally boring so far, apart from the fantastic trip to Kunming, I've literally been rotting at home!!

Trust me guys, I've changed, ever since the Kunming trip. I've changed alot. Maybe its because I finally realise how much we have in Singapore to appreciate, and that most of us, and I mean most of us, take things for granted. For example, the toilets. You'd probably think; "What are you talking about? A toilet is a toilet, nothing more!!" well ladies and gentlemen, you're totally wrong.

There, the toilet is something like a concrete drain, thats all. No flushing, no water running, just a drain, with stagnant, smelly and solidifying human waste. Not that I mind the smell, but seriously, the toilets here are a hundred times better. But we still it for granted.

Ok, something simpler, just the peace and quiet of the village, compared to Singapore's crazy, noisy rat race. Over there, you could actually find a quiet spot under the open sky, with beautiful stars above your head, talking to some people about all your problems or just about what happened for the day. You can't do that in Singapore, ever. And now, I'm freaking pissed at how I see everyone around me, taking things for granted, and forsaking the privilege of living in a modern city.

Take it from me people, if you would go to the village, you won't nearly be able to survive there. No baths, no TV, no internet, and no nice toilets. Just living spartan. And that, my friends, is the experience that changed all of us who went to Kunming.

We left as immature teenagers.

We lived the hard life.

We learned the lesson of appreciation.

We came back mature adults.

Akmal

2009-11-04T10:39:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

I'm finally back from China!!

Haha, you guys missed me?

I think you do, just admit...

LOL, I'm so full of crap...

Anyway, I'm not gonnapost about the trip cause it'll take freaking long, and I don't have the patience...

Not yet, anyway...

Ok, down to business, I've gotten some gifts for my friends, only some by the way...

Here are the names;

Claudia

Glenda

Mark

Celine

Kimberly

Elaine

And some others...

I've got some postcards, so, if you want it, just ask from me yeah?

Currently too many things going on, so, very confusing...

Anyway, for those whom I'm giving chocolates, the faster you collect, the better, so that I don't accidentally eat them...

Haha, I'm a chocolate addict, didn't you know?

Since I've got photos, I'm gonna upload them onto my Facebook album yea?

See you guys soon!!

Akmal

2009-10-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

This would be my last post before I leave for Kunming on Monday night...

Anyway, I know I should be packing right now, but I'm posting...

So, count yourself lucky...

I can't post long tonight, so yea...

And Samantha is whining on the other end of the phone...

Bye now!

Akmal

2009-10-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Haha, I'm so tired...

Just so you know, I'm barely scrapping through keeping awake...

Anyway, I had alot of fun today!!

Haha, since I'm part of the setup team in VIBE, I reach there early, at around 10am like that...

Then we go and set up la... Obvious right?

And, after that, I helped the kitchen crew to cut the ingredients, and stuff like that...

Also helped out the waitering team with the drinks team...

I learnt how to make cocktails!! Well, sorta...

I drank too much cocktails... Needed to camp in the toilet for some time...

Anyway, I reached home at about 11pm, so that's equivalent to me spending 13hrs working for the grace of god!!

Anyway, gotta go off now..

Shacked like dunno what, and my mother making too much noise...

Somebody shut her up...

Akmal

2009-10-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I just came back from Yu Fei's house...

We had a celebration of the end of exams, and to discuss about blogs, games and camp...

So, I had alot of fun there...

Anyway, Xian Jun, me and a couple others were nominated to be NCO...

And we got some very-very-very tough training...

I LIKE!! Haha, I'm sadist...

Besides, I was pretty harsh on my section mates, cause I wouldn't allow them to stop and change over if it could be done moving. In other words, I'm an jerk when I feel competitive or want to make sure my team does it, and does it right.

Haha, there, a short description of me in NCDCC (well, it is true, but it ain't the full Akmal in NCDCC)

So, after training, I went straight to Yu Fei's and had some fun...

Ate spaghetti, courtesy of Yu Fei, Glenda, Shaun, Noah and Melody!

It was yum guys, thanks!!

So, we had some games, and yeah. got home late... Oops...

Haha...

Anyway, I'm thinking of changing my blogskin...

So, anyone with a suggestion, please leave me a tag and/or email me...

And here are some prayer requests;

1. Availability to go into chosen classes next year (all sec 2's)

2. My blogskin

3. My fitness and muscularity

4. All my friends who are going through difficult times.

Thats all folks!!

Akmal

2009-10-20T20:56:00.003+08:00

Hobey-Ho!!

Since today is marking day, I got a day off!!

Haha, anyway, had UOT today with the cadets, and we discussed about next year's unit Tee...

Apart from that, today was pretty much boring...

Tomorrow is a school day, confirm get our papers back...

From my outlook of the future, my mathematical future is screwed. Totally.

Anyway, I'm still working on the T-shirt design, and I'd be open to any (sensible) suggestions and stuff...

Pray for me that I'd be able to get my creative juices flowing and stuff!!

Akmal

2009-10-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

I'm back from my shopping spree!!!

Haha, you have no idea how much I spent...

Anyway, I bought a NEW MAN UNITED JERSEY!!

Yeah!!

I'm trying to upload the picture now. Hold up...

Gah, I didn't know the back of my computer was so messy!!

Hold up still...

THERE!! Right at the top of the post!!

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!

Haha, I bet I'm irking all the Liverpool, Chelsea and Arsenal supporters!!

Hey, don't be offended guys!!

We're all supporters and we ought to do this some times!!

Well, gotta go off to sleep now!!

Akmal

2009-10-18T19:51:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I'm feeling alot better now!!

Haha, anyway, I just came home from playing soccer with the Team and stuff...

I played goalie this round, and pretty much got a very good game!!

Mark gave me the encouragement, so THANKS!!

Haha, anyway, I can't believe I got over her!!

Yayay!

Haha, gotta go now...

Thanks Mark, for the socks, encouragement, and just being there!!

Akmal

2009-10-16T22:38:00.003+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
Here I am, under appreciated, pushed aside, totally taken advantage of...

How's your lives? Good?

I hope so...

Anyway, I shall blog about today...

First things first, in the morning, had my HML paper, and totally got massacred at the part on idioms...

Then, slack at Junction 8 with Sam and stuff...

Headed off to Plaza Singapura to meet Yu Fei first, then the rest...

Ate dinner at a level 6 kopitiam, not level 4... Sorry Claudia!!

And waited...

Met with the rest at the cinema, and went in for the movie; Cloudy, with a chance of meatballs...

Honestly, I think the movie is funny, but not dead funny or hilarious, just funny...

There were disgusting parts as well, so I shall promise myself that I won't go near a meatball for a week!!

On a scale of 1-5, I'd give the movie a 3.5...

After that, went to see Claudia off and went home...

I think my body is weird, I got three vaccination jabs, and I'm only feeling the numbness now...

Weird...

Akmal

I hope you look at the ideas I gave, and maybe they'll be of use...

2009-10-15T12:40:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

Sigh, although the exams are ending tomorrow, I'm still feeling down...

Yesterday's papers were not that bad...

And I went to study and play soccer after that. It was fun, got slided several times by Dominic. And he shouted into my ear...

Anyway, he was a great defender, making my life hard, kudos! And Hanniel, Giolo, Ren Jing, Darren, Jon Jon, Luzzern and Yufei played very well, but Dominic made my life the hardest!!

Still managed to score several anyway...

Today's papers was not that bad, considering the fact that I didn't even study the right chapters...

I got some very bad news, and I' feeling down right now, so I guess I'll stop posting now...

Akmal

If you want me to to leave you alone, you could have just told me...

2009-10-13T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Today was the day I had my Science and English papers taken and screwed up. I have no confidence in passing, yet alone scoring well...

I didn't study for both!!

But praise be to God, I was able to complete the papers with minimal problems (the marks are a totally different thing). I corrected a mistake in the format for the EL Formal Letter at the last minute, and also some highlights and details that I had gotten wrong for the Science paper!!

Thank goodness man!!

Haha, tomorrow is my Math and History papers...

Which both I will not be able study for as I am using the computer...

Sigh, pray people, pray!!

Akmal

2009-10-12T20:56:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

Haha, today's paper was a near catastrophe...

HML, mental block, all because of my disastrously narrow vocab in malay...

That isn't good...

Geography, I didn't memorise the reservoir names and the nature reserve name...

I was aghast when I saw that question, and to make things worse, I actually had read that page. But didn't memorise... Genius me...

In short, my first two papers can say sudah mati or die liao...

Tomorrow's paper is EL and Science, which I have no confidence for...

Very worried about my science, especially, because too many chapters to study in one night. This is one of the times I regret not studying earlier...

SOMEBODY KICK ME IN THE HEAD TILL IT BREAKS IN TWO!!

Sigh, and I thought that the exams were gonna be a breeze, as usual... So much for clairvoyant...

Haha, anyway, pray for me yea?

Oh, I need to talk to you, and I need your advice...

Can I call you sometime?

That note is not for my friends out of The Team...

Akmal

2009-10-11T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Hey people, how are your exams? Now that the Pri 6's are having or finishing their PSLE, I'd like to encourage them to 'Chiong Sua' the last few paper(s) and do your best!!

Haha, anyway, tomorrow, my exam is officially starting, and I haven't actually finished studying!!

Panic attack!!!

GAAH!!!!

But tomorrow can still study in the morning, so, maybe I shouldn't panic too much...

Besides, its only geography and HML paper 1...

Ahahaha, so, today, what did I do?

I shall tell you now...

In the morning I went to my greatest friend's house and studied, all the way until 1200hrs...

Then after that, I went to play street soccer and disturb one of my nieces. Haha, we had alot of fun looking at her trying to get out!!

(I know I'm evil, but I can't help it, No?)

After all that fun and madness, I went to Melody's house with Andrea to study, and I did manage to go somewhere with my geography...

On the way there, Mel's parents dropped my wife off near her house there...

So yea, studied until my mum called and asked me to meet her at Buona Vista MRT station to go to NUH...

Gah, went there, slack, visit and then go back, hence, here I am now...

I don't think I'll be able to study or focus on my exams tomorrow...

Pray for me people!!

And thanks, Mel, for teaching me and talking to me about my uncertanties...

I wonder, is falling in love at this age a sin?

Akmal

2009-10-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I'm so hyper, yet I'm also oh-so-very sad...

I'm hyper because; 1. I had Koko Crunch McFlurry and Coke at Macs just now... 2. Mugger's today was extraordinarily fun... 3. I have two new adorable 'sons', Issac and Ira... 4. I came home and my parent's aren't there... (NO I'm not a sadist, but its a relief to have the house to yourselves once in awhile...) And finally, 5. I just realised how freakin' chio that one girl is... I can't believe I didn't realise until today... GAH!!!

Then there are the reasons why I'm sad... Here it is; 1. Mugger's ended too early for me... 2. I'm feeling bloated after all that sweet-ness and stuff... 3. I'm starting to miss Isaac and Ira... (Yeah, I'm a VERY sentimental guy, so what? Besides, they're very adorable!!) 4. I don't have the guts to tell her that she's chio...

Haha, so, that was today's summary...

Oh, wait!! There's still one more summary I haven't added...

GYM!!

Haha, well, I went there in the morning with my Gym-by, or Gym Buddy, is you'd call it...

But half way there her mother ask her to go home... Haha, too bad!!

I went to the gym alone and started with the treadmill, always start with the treadmill...

Anyway, I spent like 3.5hrs there just working out and texting a buddy of mine...

I went home with trembling hands (prolly due to the excessive biceps and triceps regimens...)

and found it hard to text, so I gave up...

That was pretty much it I guess...

Tata people!!

Akmal

2009-10-09T20:03:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I trust that everything's well at your end...

Well, at my side, the studious and hard-working have finally gone bonkers...

That includes me, by the way...

But its controlable, and not so bad as the rest's bonker-ness...

I've finally snapped under all the stress, pressure and problems...

Gah, studying is tedious and totally tiring...

I don't know how many times my brain has dried up and crashed...

Anyway, I'm still gonna study @ Muggers tomorrow, with the rest also...

But before that I must go to the gym!! My spare tyre is really being a nuisance dudes!!

Beside, I need to build my strength and toning by alot...

For a variety of reasons, which I should not state...

Hey, gtg now, post next time!!

Akmal

2009-10-08T19:53:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

How are your exams? Mine's still not here yet, but what the heck, eh?

Anyway, I think the stress of EOY prep has finally gotten to the minds of all my friends...

And me. Gah, the time I started to really study is the time I go crazy...

Mugging is stressful, mind numbing and totally stupid...

I still need to memorise my HML proverbs, geography and stuff...

And I still need to train for soccer and go to the gym...

I'm a really packed person man...

So, if you like invite me out or something and I reject, please understand!!

Akmal

2009-10-07T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Hey, today was a pretty screwed day to me...

Why?

Well, I'll explain why...

Firstly, during Physical Ed. the teacher always talks and talks and talks and lets us play half the time he talks... Its frustrating, no?

What is that is so hard to let us have fun and enjoy our Physical Ed.???

Then, during Lower Secondary Science, the teacher came in and Buey Song us...

Bleh, blablabla, blebleble, blublublu...

Thats all I understood...

Then I found out she misplaced my 20 mark GFA assignment...

Walao, lost my temper thrice during that lesson alone ah...

I'm so not proud of today...

And one more thing;

I learnt that teachers are sadists from today...

Akmal

2009-10-05T19:36:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I'm feeling kinda open minded today...

So yea, I mean, lets make this post open minded yea?

I was wondering, is masturbating a sin?

I mean, its a question in many people's lives right now. Maybe not yours, but 95% of the world's...

Then, I was talking to Samantha Mei Mei... And we talked...

One whole range of topics from masturbation, to menstruation, to BGRs and then to the people in her church...

So, its a very enlightening day. You guys probably guess why I use the word enlightening...

Let me explain that word in my context.

To me, enlightening means that someone gains knowledge after something happened, or someone learns something from that event, be it personal abilities or others...

So, I shall ponder the wonders of God and mysteries of the world...

Akmal

2009-10-04T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

I'm feeling pretty crack now, so, if this post doesn't make any sense, or what so ever...

Please understand...

Anyway, I went over to my best friend's house in the morning...

We did some studying there, and its interesting, seriously...

Besides, we got to play soccer later... Haha, the 'best defender' is now not so best...

I guess I lost my golden touch after awhile...

Nevermind, can always train anytime, yea?

Oh, yea, thanks Mrs Chia for the ride to Raffles Town Club, thanks very much!!

After that, I went home, and played with the com...

I shall resume my actions now, so bye!!

Akmal

2009-10-03T09:07:00.002+08:00

Hobey_ho!

I feel so miserable this morning...

Firstly, my ulcers are getting worst...

And it hurts to eat, seriously...

Second thing is, I screwed up, pretty damn badly last night...

Sigh, there were two things which I could have done, one, SHUT UP. Two, forget about it.

I did number three; which was to worsen things up...

Maybe she just misunderstood me, but its largely my fault...

Sigh...

All I wanted to ask it why she skipped an earlier meeting, but the wrong choice of words came out...

You guys know I'm not a good speaker right?

Anyway, to the person, I'm really sorry, I won't do it again, promise.

I didn't know that you don't exactly approve of my words sometimes. Now I do, and I won't do the same mistake twice...

Please forgive me, please...

Akmal

2009-10-02T16:57:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I'm currently supposed to be MUGGING my brains dry with maths...

But decided to post this short one first...

Ok, lets see, I'm using my 'tuition teacher's' laptop to post, so I shan't hog it...

Haha, anyway, its the pre-exam period, two weeks before the actual exam...

So, I'm mugging my outrageously horrendous maths, so although I'm suffering, its bearing fruit!!!

Sigh, stress alright!!

Anyway, I'm gonna go and continue studying soon, so yea...

Anyway, any prayer requests? I'd be glad to pray for you guys during this time of hardship and exams...

And not to forget the others who need the extra help from above...

So, I shall go of now...

Good luck and God bless...

Akmal

2009-10-01T19:14:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I've been reading alot these days, and I really mean alot...

And I realized how close we are to the End Times...

Just recently, in the papers;

Sand storm in Sydney, worst in Australia's history.

Manila struck by Typhoon Ketsana, submerging it in one of Philippines' worst storm in years.

Just on Tuesday, after Typhoon Ketsana struck Philippines, it hit Vietnam, Cambodia and Laos. Unleashing some of the worst flood in a decade.

Yesterday morning, a tsunami hit the South Pacific Islands of Samoa, American Samoa and Tonga. And 200 people were killed, in Samoa ALONE.

Mere hours after that, a 7.6 Richter Scale quake shook the foundations of Sumatra, with 75 dead and thousands trapped under rubble and collapsed buildings.

All these happened in a spate of ONE WEEK only.

To you it may not be a big thing, I mean, we only felt a mediocre tremor here in Singapore. Well, think again.

All these things are caused by the climate change, and if we stay silent to efforts to minimize global warming...

It's our SILENCE that's gonna KILL us...

So, maybe its the right time to stop damaging the environment. We're losing precious time here!!

The End Times are near, take my word...

Nations will split and fight amongst each other; for example, political trouble in Malaysia...

Kingdom's will go to war; for example, Iran being trigger-happy with their rockets will cause trouble...

And disasters and sicknesses will plough through humanity; what I have stated earlier, and the new outbreak of H1N1, SARS and the Bird Flu...

My friends, we are living in the End Times alright, so repent while you still have time...

Stop sinning, and pray for forgiveness...

Look upon God to save you , forgive your sins and ultimately pull you from the eternal fire of hell!!

Look upon yourself, and make a change...

Akmal

2009-09-30T18:55:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Hey, I'm back!!

Uh, I'm not sure if you guys felt a tremor earlier, but I certainly did...

I thought it was the fan blowing me away, you know? But it turned out to be one heck of a tremor...

Heard it was a 7.9 richter scale at the Indons, hope nothing bad happens...

Anyway, readers are advised not to panic, and to refer to news updates...

Haha, thats all I guess, lotsa things to do today!!

Akmal

2009-09-29T19:29:00.003+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I wonder how your exam preparations are going on...

And guess what?

I finally decided I'm gonna sit down, study, and only use the computer after I study!!

AMAZING!!

Haha, for those who know me well, I totally deject studying, and I've been flunking my subjects this year... No wonder right?

Anyway, maybe this time, I'll be able to score better, and get into that class that majors in Humanities? Pray for me people!!

Haha, been very busy lately, and I rarely get to spend time with God, cause I sleep so late, and I'd be dead tired at the end...

On the bright side, I'm beginning to feel positive about the exam... Hopefully, I'll not do that bad...

Besides, no pain, no gain, eh?

I miss you guys at GUFC and GLCC already...

Not only do I need to study, I also need to release stress!! Any suggestions?

Akmal

2009-09-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Ok, I know I'm supposed to be studying, but let me just post this one here!!

Ok, first of all, lets talk about today...

Haha, not much to talk about, but it was a really interesting day...

And my mum is wondering why I always go to Newton these few days...

Gasp, what should I tell her? HAHA...

Anyway, I had tons of blessings from God today. And those blessings helped me understand my friends, family and Himself better. While I was 'Meditating' (praying and reflecting about myself and my friends) this morning, I realised that as much as I have been mistreated by my friends, I have mistreated them too...

So, to all my friends out there, who is reading this, please forgive me if I have mistreated you in anyway, as I had no intention of doing so 99% of the time...

Well, I also went to one of my closest friends' house too. I'd like you guys to know him someday, I mean, you should really meet J.C. and stuff...

Besides, he was there with me when I was having troubles and he helped me in my problems too.

Now, I'm gonna let my heart take over for awhile. Here goes;

C; I'm really sorry if the last post I had was hurting, and I realised that it had spread the wrong message to you. I didn't mean it at all, and that the reason that I had posted it because I was feeling down. You know, I need somewhere to vent my frustrations also, so yea... And the reason I like gave or lent you those things cause I just thought like giving them at that moment. 100% no motif. Haha... Anyway, post is ending soon, so lets make this short... And that the talk we had was really enlightening... No hard feelings eh?

To all the rest of my friends; forgive me if I had mistreated you guys in any part of my life... I have realised my mistakes, and I hope not to repeat them again. But I'll need some help la... And of course, thanks for all the support, and especially to Melody, thanks, for helping us talk out the misunderstandings. I really appreciate you guys.

Pray for me yea?

Well, thats all for today, so yea...

Akmal

2009-09-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

Ok guys, today, I'm gonna let my heart take over my mind for this post. And it may be considered self pity, or just a confused person. So, here goes;

Wake up damn it! Wake up!

How many disappointments do you have to go through until you finally realize she doesn't even like you a single bit? She may not even consider you her brother seriously. Or worse, talks bad about you behind your back. You want to trust her, love her, adore her. You even give her your best. But does she care? I doubt so. I don't think she even cares. Just because you have a sprained ankle, and she asked once, doesn't mean she's gonna pamper you like some little bitch!!

So, Akmal, wake up and see reality, the world isn't a happy place. That's why we were born into this world crying, because it is full of pain. And you're just going through a rough patch of life. I know, as your heart, that you've given her you all. And you want her to do the same. But you can't expect that! No one will ever give you their all. And if you think many girls like you, or adore you, think again. they're just probably just saying so just to make you feel better.

Look at yourself, you're not good looking, only above-average. You're not physically fit. Just because you play sports regularly and is good at the sports you play doesn't make you fit, nor skilled. Yeah, you're good in NCDCC, but to what extent? And just because you had a sprained ankle doesn't mean you're gonna be treated better or something. Some may look up to you, but for how long? And how much?

You posted about nobility, great decisions, responsibility and even the unfairness of the world. But of all you've posted, have you thought about what others think about you? Hopefully they respect you for all the things you've said that is acceptable and respected. Wise maybe. Then again, you also post about other's negative points, and never yours.

Jealousy, envy, anger, frustration. All these are everyday feelings, and even occasionally makes you sad. Others also feel the same way what. Why do you make those minute feelings into life controlling facts that eventually destroy life and bring you to depression? Don't be a loser. Seriously, nobody like to live and work with a loser. Yeah, ok, you have true feelings for that girl. But does she share the same for you too?

A friend once told you that you should not fall for someone who wouldn't catch you. Seems true now? Should you fall for her, would she catch you before you hit the ground? Or would she let you fall and injure yourself? Questions are hard to answer, but you can always depend on God to help you, Akmal. Remember, as lonely as you feel, as rejected as you are treated, there is always someone out there that cares. Especially God. So, if you feel down and sad, you can always pray and seek guidance from the one above.

Maybe someday, that girl would realize what she has done to you, and how much it hurts to see her taking you for granted. Because you have never taken her nor any of your friends for granted. Especially her. Hopefully, she'd understand what you are going through now, and help guide you with the help of God. Hopefully someday you'd be able to call upon her as not your friend, nor sister, but a more closer calling. So, if you want to really live, wake up and see the world as it is. WAKE UP!

2009-09-24T19:47:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Hey, I'm back from Street Soccer dudes!!

Haha, and with my return, I bring a sprained ankle, bruised calf and blistered left foot...

The rewards for playing a good game with injuries: Satisfaction. Nothing else...

I still do it for the sake of playing, and relieves stress too!!

Anyway, I prayed and will be praying for recovery and that the pain wouldn't be so bad...

However, although the injuries are considered major for some guys, its only like a bump in life...

And, the bumps are what we climb on!!

Then again, what makes the injury worse is that there is Civil Defence tomorrow, Service day and VIBE on saturday, and training on sunday...

With a busted knee, I can't be expected to do much, right? Wrong. Dead wrong.

I'll try my best to participate and stuff, you know...

Haha, and I heard this today;

'So, a rattlesnake is a snake with a rattle. That makes a cobra a snake who ate a COmb and wears a BRA'

Haha, that made us all laugh...

Akmal

Hey yo, I bought something for you...

I hope you like it, I'll pass it to you on Friday...

And now I really know how bad a sprain is...

Haha, with daddy-ish love, I send my regards!!

2009-09-23T20:27:00.003+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Hey, I'm gonna make this post a short one...

Since I'm busy msn-ing someone important...

Haha, anyway, I just wanted to share something with you guys...

But...

Oh shoot, I forgot...

Bleh, well, I'm off now, so see you guys sometime else!!

Akmal

2009-09-21T13:12:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

How's your Hari Raya celebrations going on?

Mine's fine, thank you...

Well, close to ideal anyway...

Haha, so what's up in life now?

I mean, I'm going out for soccer later...

And blablabla...

Anyway, I don't really feel that happy now...

I mean, I read one of my friend's blog...

And what I read just made me sad lar...

I mean, imagine waking up at 6 in the MORNING just to meet that one friend, and finding out that he can't come...

Can you?

Happened to me before, and I wasn't happy...

To make things worse, when (lets call her "C") C's friends saw her, not a greeting was said, just asking where I was...

I appreciate the care, but atleast spare a thought for the person who is present first...

Its common courtesy, maybe I'll lend you guys the book of Gentlemanly Conduct 1846 if I can still find it yea?

This is a message to C;

Hey, I'm really sorry...

I didn't mean to cancel last minute, but I hope you understand...

Mind them not, they're human, WE are all human...

Humans all make mistakes...

Anyway, if what you said is true, if I am their No. 1 now...

YOU are MY No. 1 ;D

I's also like to take this opportunity to apologise to all my friends should I have said anything wrong, hurt anyone's feelings or accidentally insulted some of you, I'm sincerely sorry...

And especially to my pals at the Team and GLCC, if I had acted inappropriately, spoken inappropriate language or done some things I shouldn't have done the bybe and Chrty, forgive me please...

Akmal

2009-09-20T10:20:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Hey guy, I really have to apologise for yesterday's extremely emotional post...

But I can't help it, no?

Besides, everyone has to vent their anger somewhere...

Haha, anyway, I'd like to thank Mr. Jason, who was intro-ed to me by Claudia and Melody, for talking to me about something important...

And thanks to the people who are behind me now, and through my problems...

I'm so appreciative!!

Hehe, that helped my alot in my life situation now...

Ok, now time to talk about Mugger's!!

Haha, I managed to study abit...

And mostly was the bybe...

Thanks to all those who helped me understand the beatitudes!!

Haha, that was when Mr. Jason came in...

Ok, skip the conversation, we(Claudia, Melody and myself) went back inside to continue mugging...

And as we got inside, it was break time...

Pretty LOL isn't it?

Haha, so, studied, and stuff, then went home...

I was day-dreaming on the bus home anyway...

Akmal

2009-09-19T20:45:00.004+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I'm back!!

Haha, I may not be able to post everyday, or often cause my EOY's are coming...

To make things worse, I'm having more of a crisis now...

And I really need help from God...

Whichever God you think I believe in that is...

Think what you want, but don't anyhow assume...

Don't make an ASS of U and ME...

I've had enough trouble from one loserific moron, I don't need anymore...

Being concerned about someone's faith isn't a CCA matter...

You are just using the organisation to appease your unhappiness and just so that you can be famous...

Go and Die

Just because I quote from the Bible so what...

And so what if I link others?

Is it wrong?

I'll tell you what's wrong, you mixing up my personal life with CCA, thats what's wrong!!

Get your facts RIGHT before spreading rumours.

I don't think there's a law against someone who is from a faith to link others from another faith...

If there was such a thing, then it is no use saying that the country is of free speech and opinion...

Ok?

So, if you want to attain name, popularity and power, don't get me into your mess...

I didn't do anything to you, so stop spreading big-ass lies about me, ok?

You are my superior, don't make me lose that sliver of respect for you. Even if you don't think before you act...

And don't get anyone else into trouble because of your personal satisfaction...

Don't screw my life no more, I didn't do anything wrong, didn't break any laws...

Hear me?

I shall post about Mugger's some other time...

Akmal

If you think being a goody two shoes is the best;

think again. Being concerned doesn't concern getting the person into trouble.

Idiot

2009-09-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

Hey everyone, guess what...

Guess yourself...

I'm not gonna tell you, not yet...HAHA!!

Ok, I'm gonna make this a short one 'cause I still need to polish my marvelously screwed boots...

Haha, and I still need to find my belt, etc.

Sigh...

Tomorrow's Footdrill Silver test for NCDCC...

So freaking stressed...

Will I pass or not sia?

I don't think so nia...

The sir say he won't close and eye anymore cause we take advantage of him...

Walao, what did section 2 timer and platoon leader do to him sia?

Aw, heck...

We shall take the test like men...

Fearless, proud and alert...

But if we fail, none of us will nor should look down, be ashamed and cry...

Fail, nevermind, can train and train, and take the test again...

So my fellow cadets, prepare for the worst, but dress for the best...

High standards won't fall due to a single failure...

Akmal

I'm sorry if I irritated you Claudia...

I was being a little childish, and I know you hate it...

But I guess its a habit that I'm trying to break...

Cause I'd act childish every time I get bored and stuff...

Retarded? Thought so...

Give me time, and I may surprise you someday...

2009-09-16T15:01:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!

I'm happy, yes, but also sad...

Overall, I'm content with life...

Lets see, shall we start with why I'm sad?

Anyway, I was smsing in class during science, and maths...

Yea, I know, I ain't supposed to do that...

But what the heck? My maths is a total wreck with the CMI logo, and my science, can study pass liao...

Still, I want to get distinction, no?

Haha, so, I checked my smses, and my 'abang' smsed me in the morning...

Sorry ah bro, my phone on silent what...

Then we talked and I asked him if he could go with me to GLCC...

But he said he didn't want to think about religion first...

Too stress now, so take your time, yea?

And tell me when you've changed your mind?

My offer will be standing, so, not to worry...

Then found out the Evangeline can't go out on Saturdays and has to be home by 6pm...

So, there's another who can't go to GLCC...

Man, things are looking down...

But on the bright side, there was a breeze when I was walking home...

Yea, breeze only, what's the big deal?

Well, I decided to pray to God for a cool day, a breeze, and maybe some rain because it was very hot in the morning...

Lo and behold, a few minutes after getting off the train and walking home-ward, there was a breeze...

Then, it made me realise that God, no matter where I am, will always be with me...

And that I can depend on Him to help me through the day...

But even so, I must put in an effort too right?

I shall leave you pondering, and take care!!

Akmal

2009-09-13T11:43:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
How's life for you guys?
Mine's great, FYI, so great that its greater then great!!
Haha, I'm feeling very lol-ed today...
And tomorrow's a school day, the start of a new term, again...
Sighs, I'm sick of school...
The same droopy faces everyday, the same annoying traits everyday...
Not to mention the same sadists who teach us everyday...
And also, the same feelings everyday...
Boredom.
Yes, boredom...
Well, I think its best if I talk a little bit about yesterday?
Ok, lets see, first, I went to Eunos, and bought a 1GB memory stick from my friend...
For only $10!!
Then, rushed to GLCC, and later found out that the others were late -..-"
Haha, jkjk...
They were late, but not that bad...
Better late then never, right?
So, as soon as everyone (Claudia, Dominic, Marcus, Hanniel, Jason, Giolo, SY, Hendrietta(pardon the spelling), Samantha and myself) was ready, we walked out to Botanics...
Stopped over at Cold Storage to get some drinks first, and then continued the 'hike' to B-Garden...
Played captains ball on the field, but some wardens said we can't use furniture on the grass...
Later damage the ground, so they said...
Ok, so we played police and thief afterwards...
First round; Dominic, Hanniel and Giolo were the police, and we all had fun running away...
Haha, well, I didn't get caught until I stopped running after saving Claudia from 'prison'
Hehheh, seriously, I think I should've continued running...
And make their lives harder?
No, I'm not evil...
Well, not THAT evil anyway...
MUAHAHAHAHA!!! Fear me!
LOL
Ok, second round; Claudia, myself and another guy, SY(I dunno how to spell his name, so I'm using the initials) are the police...
Sadly, we managed to catch two at first, but they were set free...
Then the three of us circled Dominic and Claudia, as his sister, had the privilege to 'arrest' him...
Dominic tried to warn the others, and both of us, me and him, walked back to prison...
Haha, then play passing with a soccer ball...
What a good warden I am...
LOL...
So, we played captains ball again after that, but this time the stools were placed on the walkway...
Smart...
My team lost to Dominic's by 2 points, giving the score 10-8...
After that we go play soccer, go back GLCC to wash up and change, and go macs to makan the dinner...
Haha...
Dinner done, walked back to GLCC and played cards...
And went home after that...
Well, I need to do a speech for Elaine now...
So, I gotta go!!

Akmal

The only time I can play a sport, be competitive and lose, but still be happy is when I play with you guys...
I don't know why...
Anyway, to all those players whom I've injured, step on your toe, make you fall from the chair, and etc...
I apologise...
Hopefully next time (if got that is) can play again...

2009-09-11T23:34:00.001+08:00

Hobey-ho!
Haha, I feel so hyper after what happened during my dinner!!
I won' tell you, but I'll hint for you....
Is that enough?
Well, I'll hint at the end, and tag the answer...
Anyway, as usual for the holidays, I sleep in...
This time to about 1056hrs and I immediately engaged the computer, and bathed...
Used the computer, and at around 1415hrs, I started to get ready...
Left the house about five minutes after that, and I reached the venue at 1445hrs...
So I was early, but isn't it good?
Anyway, we had games, and I met a particular Dutch guy...
Fun, sociable, and intelligent, his name is Pie(I dunno how to spell)...
Anyway, after the movie, Marcus shared devotion with us, and something in me moved my heart, that I responded to his call...
And I'm proud, happy and excited that I followed my heart on that occasion....
On other occasions,I wouldn't really follow it, just consider...
Anyway, this guy named Jeremy came over during dinner and told me and Xian Jun a few things about what we just responded to...
And, he asked us a few questions too...
So, I answered truthfully, and then we prayed - well, he was the one praying for me and Xian Jun actually...
Afterwards, we(Claudia, Mark, Paul, Yu Fei, Giolo, Domnic, XJ and myself) went to mac for supper...
Had some apple pies, and seriously, I can understand why people call me apple monkey...
But that is another point...
I am hereby ending this post with this;
'Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you;
and, lord, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world
Amen' - Matthew 28:20

Akmal

Now you can make your guess...
I'm glad I accepted him as my saviour,
And I accepted god too...

2009-09-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
Hey, I hope everyone's doing great now!!
Haha, cause I damn well is good...
Well, lets start from yesterday...
So, I met Celine at United Square first, at around 1400hrs...
Then, moved out at 1630hrs to head on to Changi Airport for dinner...
When I reached there, I was pretty much alone...
Apart from a fellow female classmate, I was the only guy...
For about 15-25mins...
Until my reinforcements came, Zaki and Syafiq...
Haha, man, those guys are tall, and it was a pleasure seeing each other after so long...
And I'm buying a 1GB memory card from him on saturday...
Sigh, finally, a real memory card...
So, we waited for the teacher, who was treating us, to arrive and took some pictures in the mean time...
If I can find my cable, I'll upload them on my Facebook album...
Ok, then we headed for dinner...
Bleh, something before that made us all pissed off...
But since Zaki and Syafiq were there, it was easy to chill...
Infact, too easy...
Nearly chocked at times because of their crap...
Anyway, we headed to terminal 3 after the delicious meal, and the guys played the F1 simulator...
I won!!
Haha, but I gave my prize away in the end...
Lazy to carry stuff, ehk...
Ok, now about today...
Woke up late(as usual) for training, and rushed...
We had our HAZMAT lesson and theory test...
I got 88%!!
By the grace of god, who helped me through my test even though it was as hard as hell...
THANK YOU!!
Haha, then we had our Footdrill Silver training...
Shout here, shout there...
Go home chow sia liao le...
And it hurts, trust me...
Haha, well, me, sam and Celine went out to celebrate the latter's birthday early...
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI!!
We took neo-prints...
Lol, I very buo liao...
Haha, well, damn shack...
I shall go get early bed nuggets and see you guys tomorrow after my movie an dinner out...
Peace out

Akmal

2009-09-08T16:04:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
As you can see, I've added two new parts onto my blog...
Those are 'quotables' and 'tunes'
I hope you enjoy the tunes and can derive meaning from quotables...
Also, thanks to all my loyal readers for their support in continuing to read my blog often...
Really, thanks...
It is you guys that drive me to post often and update my blog!!
Well, I sincerely hope you like the new additions...
Anyway, since I'm here, might as well post about stuff...
Hahas...
Sigh, well, I guess Ill be meeting XJ and Claudia tomorrow...
I hope not to be a distraction to them...
But seriously, I want to be there...
I still need to pass Claudia something...
Haha...

Akmal

Stay happy always, all of you...
Life may be a burden, but it is a gift in disguise...
So, take care, and god bless!!

2009-09-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
Hey, I just finished my dinner...
It contained of 3 plums, and half a Giant Samosa...
Haha, I'm not on a diet, I just don't feel like eating...
Lol...
Well, I went to play soccer earlier...
I have lost my touch...
NO!!!
Ah, well, I can always train, no?
Anyway, before that, I had my first aid practical lesson and test in school...
Glad to say, I passed...
73% or so I've heard...
Well, I've got another lesson and test on Thursday...
HAZMAT, heard of it?
Yea, I'll be doing THAT on Thursday...
Well, I can say that many think I'm a jerk for breaking up with my girlfriend...
What those people don't know is that when a relationship doesn't have any feelings anymore, it turns into one big lie...
And I don't want that to happen, ever...
I hope you understand now...

Akmal

'I'll miss that smile.
I'll miss that laughter.
I'll miss our time together.' - Celine Lee

2009-09-06T12:19:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
What is going on in your lives?
Mine is plain and normal...
Well, most of the time...
Anyway, since like on thursday, I was in contact with Elaine and Claudia, and we were discussing about something...
You ask, and I wont tell...
Also, I keep having this bad feeling that somethings gonna happen...
i just don't know what, when or where...
Just something bad...
And I don't really feel like posting now...
Boy, I don't even feel like doing anything right now...
Not being trusted and being doubted by someone you love is hard...
Just so very hard...

Akmal

Ever since you said that, I don't feel like having a relationship no more...
Its like I can feel that you still don't trust me...
And my hunches, are almost never wrong...
We can be friends, close friends maybe, or even 'siblings', but no more...
Don't get the wrong idea, just don't...
Its your call by the way...
So, Own Time, Own Target...

2009-09-04T10:09:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
I'm currently doing my Elearning assignments on the students portal...
Well, sort of...
I think I completed everything yesterday...
Alamak...
Then again, its also good cause I can go and play some games...
But very SIIIIAAAAAN le...
Anyway, I think my maths is totally screwed now...
I mean, whatever I do to try and fix it, it ain't gonna work...
So, studies aside, let me post about something random...
Like totally random...
Well, I'm waiting for my assignment, which I hope is getting released soon, to appear...
And I'm also waiting for my friends to reply their emails...
Its damn boring when you email someone and they don't reply...
Irritating too...
So, I think I shall go and 'kacau' someone's blog...
Till next time, and keep speaking good english...

Akmal

2009-09-03T11:21:00.001+08:00

Hobey-ho!

How's life huh?

Well, yesterday's wink of rest was a blessing from above...

Seriously, I had a dream about someone...

Shan't tell you who, even if you asked...

But before I went to sleep, I was watching 'The moment of truth'...

A show where contestants are asked personal questions, to get money...

Well, this episode, was too personal...

However, after watching, I realised how willing people are to do stuff just for money...

Money makes the world go round eh?

Anyway, what in the world happened to the times where people are closer to each other then money?

Everyone is being more and more materialistic nowadays...

But I've been in the clutched of materialism before...

It starts out simple, getting tips for helping your friends, but as time passed, the more you start to depend on that money...

Soon, all your values are forgotten, and you become more calculative...

Its bad, but luckily I've stepped out of that...

Still, money is important, but your relations with others are priceless...

Akmal

It is said that if you have dreams about someone, you have feelings for them...

Is it true?

2009-09-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
I do apologise for the short the very previous post yea?
Haha, trying to use a little bit of singlish in here...
But I ain't used to it, you know?
Anyway, I had 2 packs of Masala Thosai for dinner just now...
Wooh!!
Man, did it taste nice!!
Anyway, I got my savings boosted by 50 bucks when my gf paid me for something...
I don't know what...
Heck, well, I can use that monies to buy her something yea?
And guess what?
I'm in charge of changing Sammo's blogskin...
And I have no freaking idea what she did to it...
Sorry to say, her tagboard code and links are gone...
So, I'm like gonna get her to pass me the info now...
Wonder what she'll say...

Akmal

Man, if only our school's NCDCC was like Claudia's...
I mean, they get to put forward the training if that Friday isn't available...
No wonder we all still LCPs and PTEs...

2009-09-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
I'm like watching a retarded war movie right now...
Anyway, today's workshop isn't so bad after all...
It still was a waste of time though...
The coach was very funny, and that made time fly...
So, now, I'm home, posting this short one...
I'm off to hunt some F343U Hellcats now...

Akmal

2009-09-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
Yesterday was teachers' day, and I'd like to wish all the teachers whom I didn't manage to wish, a happy teachers' day...
And for some schools, yesterday was Aces day too!!
Its ok Claudia, there's still next year yea?
I'm sure you and your team tried your very best to win yes?
For today, the first thing I did in the morning is to call my girl and ask her if she was still coming or not...
That done, I called Claudia, just for the sake to disturb her and Elaine while they bake stuff...
And not to mention trying to push old ladies into the oven...
Haha, anyway, I hoped they had fun, slugging each other with choco syrup..
Mmmm...
Nothing beats choco syrup on vanilla ice-cream with peanut topping...
Back to the topic, since disturbing ladies when they're cooking/baking isn't good, I stopped...
Guessed they were irritated and sick already...
Well, watched a movie with my girl in my house(don't worry, my maid at home)...
We watched what happened in Vegas and Hairspray...
Haha...
Went straight to the computer to play CFS2: Pacific theatre after she left...
I'm going over to continue now...
Till next time, stay looking spiff and don't get in to a tum-tigger!!

Akmal

2009-08-30T17:28:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
I'm so shacked right now...
I didn't get any sleep yesterday, after watching Hidalgo...
So, I just sat in front of the TV, watching retarded shows and reading the bybe...
Anyway, I just got back my bill, and I didn't burst...
So, now, I will be able to retain my number!!
The phone and line, atleast...
So, tomorrow's teachers' day...
Have you wished any of your teachers yet?
I'm going back to BHPS tomorrow, so yea, I'll wish them there...
Till next time...

Akmal

Guess what the bybe is...
If you get it correct, I'll give you free oxygen...
Tag the answer...

2009-08-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
I have successfully completed my First Aid Theory test this afternoon!!
Thanks for the reassurance Claudia!!
Anyway, the 30min paper took only about 10-15min...
And I was so worked up before it...
Like what the hell huh?
Anyway, I'm striving for full marks, although I doubt it...
So, we're all coming back to school on the 7th September to finish the last of this year's syllabus for NCDCC...
Woah, promotion seems so near now...
But I still need to go to my CPR course and complete the last module of the rescue, 5 ton mechanical jack...
Anyway, I took a small component for my Footdrill Silver badge...
Since the cadets from section 1 were having their Footdrill Bronze badge test, sir gave us the chance to command the section 1 cadets during their drill test as part of OUR(section 2) Footdrill Silver badge...
Hope I get to complete it early next year...
By the way, ever since Ms. Chng thanked our schools NCDCC for providing ready first aid during the olympiads, I feel that NCDCC now is more popular and appreciated...
How you ask?
Figure it out!!

Akmal

I still love you,
oh I still do...
Doubt me not,
cause I never doubted you...

2009-08-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
Heh, I'm exhausted...
I mean, today was a complete drag and waste of time in school...
Firstly, I got my Geography paper back...
I passed, yes, but the teacher marked the whole class down just because she thinks plants don't grow in the sea...
We have dumb blondes, now we have the first dumb brunette...
Man, its frustrating to have a teacher that thinks she knows it all but is a complete nincompoop...
Anyway, it started raining heavily on my way home, and unfortunately, I got off at Boon Keng before realising that it was raining...
So I walked home in the heavy rain, and luckily all my books aren't wet...
Reached home and burned my boots, in an effort to get rid of the liquid kiwi I used the last time...
Sir say one hor...
So, I'll tell you guys the results of the little 'experiment' I did with my boots...
Gotta go polish them now, bye!

Akmal

It doesn't matter how much training you get,
nor does the things all your trainers say about their experience...
It all comes down to a cool head, the ability to diagnose quickly, and the knowledge of treatment on hand...
However, sometimes all you need is a little luck and coolness...

2009-08-26T18:32:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
Ok, I'm gonna tell you guys something...
A small piece of my conversation with my friend;
WJ: "Wishing people to hell is kinder then wishing people to heaven early"
Me: "Why?"
WJ: "Cause that person can live long and go to hell but if you wish him/her to heaven early, he/she dies earlier"
Me: "Oh...LOL!!"

Haha...
That was during recess by the way...
We were all bored, so crap topics came out...
Anyway, I had another bout of First Aid Duty this afternoon, this time for the sec 1 Floorball finals...
Happy to say, 1 love won and got the gold...
It was quite busy today as there were quite a number of casualties due to rough play...
But, it was manageable...
This will be the last First Aid Duty of the KCPSS Olympic games...
There will not be any duty tomorrow...
Now, I'm off to study for my First Aid test on Friday...
Wish me well!!

Akmal

2009-08-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
Alright, I'm gonna make this a jiffy, so it'll be quite short...
Bear with me please...
Summary of what happened today...
During school hours, nothing much...
Yet another day of fasting shot by like a breeze...
So, after school, went straight to Gen. Off. to get the NCD room key...
Opened the door, slack in the room till Wei Lin came...
Thanks for not taking your time, really...
Wrote the rooster for today's duty, and checked, double checked and triple checked the equipment...
Moved out, did some first aid, got 9 casualties today...
2 from my quad and 7 from Avril's quad...
Minor injuries only, so nothing much, hoping tomorrow's duty is something like this...
Will repeat the same thing tomorrow too I hope...
Anyway, I apologise to Celine for being late meeting you just now...
My duty finished at 1810hrs and we clocked out at 1815hrs after clean up...
Please understand...
So, four days of fasting were done...
And still another 26...
Bleh...
Its so easy to fast when you think you're not...
So, I shall leave now, to check some other blogs, and then do some gaming...

Akmal

People often forget those who do the most work...
When they try their best,
they get condemned for not doing good...
When they give up,
they are condemned for being quiters...
Why is the world so unfair??

2009-08-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
I'm back after a loong draft to the Changi Coast Adventure Camp...
Also known as CCAC...
Why?
Well, we, the KCP_NCDCC sec 2 went there for our ATC...
Congrats to Kee Xian Jun for attaining the 'Best Camper Award (male)'...
Proud to say, my group also won the best team award for our unending cooperation in making the raft and continuos support within ourselves...
Group 5 ROX!!!
Anyway, no matter what, we nearly got the best campfire performance award, confirm...
But because Katong Convent cheered for every other school after their performances, they got it...
Well, all the schools apart from ours...
LOL...
So, here I am, I just completed First Aid Duty by the way...
And Xian Jun, when you asked whether I was jealous that Claudia's smsing you and not me, I was, because if I said I wasn't, I'd be a damned liar...
And I hate liars...
Lies are bad and cause the ends to friendships, so, those who lie, please change...
For the sake of yourselves and others...
The one thing that hurts more then being lied to is being lied to by a loved one...
So, there, I guess there isn't much to post about...
I shall go skim through others blog now...
So, will be posting often,

Akmal

The words that I'd fear to hear were said,
the things that I'd fear to do were done,
And the feelings that I'd fear to have were felt...
I hate being lied to...

2009-08-15T11:28:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
Hehheh...
So, long time since I've posted...
Well, I'll tell you about yesterday...
School's exam papers were quite easy...
And then, after that, I went home to Plurk for awhile...
Left the house at around 3.03pm...
Hahas, I was late for the meeting with Xian Jun...
Anyway, we went on a little hike to GMFC to collect the items...
But haven't yet reach, so we just collected the rings and he bought Claudia something...
A Special forces tag to click on the bag...
Its a nice thought Xian Jun...
Anyway, after that, both of us, Xian Jun and me, walked all the way to novena...
Surprisingly, it took only about 40 minutes to reach...
I guessed around 1 hour, but it was close...
So, waited for Claudia, for some time...
And I got to practice my scouting and spotting target in crowded area...
I guess it was challenging, cause there wasn't much cover and I was wearing my sunglasses...
But I managed to spot her from about 50m...
That isn't good...
I mean, too close for my standards...
So, I did manage to creep up behind her and give 'em a little scare...
And I gave her the puny bag of gummies that I bought...
So, we went to the BBQ and had fun...
By the way Mark, Manchester United has a HIGHER chance of winning the season then Chelsea...
So, after BBQ, I attended Fellowship...
Something I wanted to do for like 4 years...
Thanks for giving me the chance man...
I felt very enlightened after fellowship, and I got to share my views on what I thought X-team was...
Thanks for putting me ahead, Claudia...
And then they prayed...
Claudia, thanks again for praying for me...
Of course I went home, I got a curfew at 11 last night...
So, now, I'm wondering if I can join X-team in like a few...
Also, I'm thinking about how I should tell my parents...
Still, I have another outing today...
Going with the NCDCC NDP peeps and Claudia...

Akmal

To all X-team people reading this post;
Thanks for having me over, although only for awhile...
Do forgive me for all the wrongs things I've said and done, expecially to those non-Man U supporters...
And also, thanks for helping me realise what god is all about...
Hoping to join you guys soon,
Akmal

2009-08-10T16:12:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
Yesterday's parade was a breeze!!
Well, lets start from the beginning yea?
I woke up late because I spelt late the previous night...
Haha, pretty rhetorical isn't it?
Then, I chiong my bath, coated my boots with Kiwi Liquid, yes, I know, it ain't good...
Changed, and rushed out of the house towards the meeting up point...
Met my friends, many for the last time...
Wait for dunno who, got on the bus, and off we were to the holding area at the F1 pit!!
Although it was the day the spotlight is on the UGs, it was also a sad day...
I mean, it may be the last time we would see each other again...
Even if we do see each other again, we may not be working together as a contingent...
Well, we went for component training, which fried all of us..
Freaking hot day you know?
But every time the day was hot, the night would not be that warm...
After CT, back to holding area to polish boots, change into full-uniform, eat, and rest...
Also, we swapped numbers, took loads of pictures and wrote reflections...
Then, the moment of truth...
Marching our way to the floating platform, head held high, anticipation running high in ourselves...
Just a few minutes before the march-in, everyone was wishing well to each other...
Pretty much havoc in an organised way...
The paraphrase 'Organised chaos' comes into mind...
Well, the parade went pass like a breeze, the march-out was perfect...
The turning and the dressing was ab-so-lu-te-ly perfect!!
Well, nearly, around 98%?
And the sir even said we were outstanding!!
Time to leave was an emotionally hard time...
Saying goodbye to fellow comrades who have been with you through all hardships and joys, through all the trainings and all the times you threw up...
Those who were there during the NCDCC Day Parade this year should know how it felt...
After that I went for supper with my girl...
I will post the pictures on facebook, and any inquires, just sms me...

Akmal

Thanks for being there,
thanks for supporting me,
thanks for making my life count...

2009-08-08T22:01:00.001+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
My bootz are screwed!!
And so are my eyes...
Tomorrow is NDP '09...
And its a very important occasion to all of us in the UG's who are taking part this year...
Me included...
Well, to all Singaporeans out there, don't forget to watch and join the pledge moment!!
Watch the city march if you can, you may see me!!
Haha, well, spent loads of fun time today...
With my girl of course...
But I've gotta repair my boots now...
Sighs...
In lieu of tomorrow, Happy National Day and may god bless this state for another year...

Akmal

We, the citizens of Singapore,
Pledge ourselves as one united people,
Regardless of race, language or religion,
To build a democratic society,
Based on justice and equality
So as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation.

2009-08-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

Hobey-ho!
Long time since I posted...
Well, today was great...
Although I didn't make it to Bras Basah-Goldenmile Food Centre to check out the prices for the camp stuffs...
I'm sorry...
Well, I need volunteers to follow me tomorrow to GMFC on thursday, the 6th of August...
Salted?Claudia?Sammoz?Jane?Elaine?Anyone?
I hate going places by myself...
It's so lonely...
Well, I came home late today because I was caught trying to sneak past the teacher with food and drinks...
Actually Patrick got caught, but since we're in the same business, might as well try to help him get out of the hell-pit...
So, guess what the punishment was...
Nope, not detention, but drinking...
Yes, 3 Liters of sweet drinks, 1 Liter for each of us...
Look on the bright side, free drinks!!
On the other hand, we were all bloated after that...
And why did we get caught??
Ask 'Mr.' Sean Koh...
Fucker probably pao-to us cause we did the same to him last time...
Nevermind, tomorrow he die...
Anyway, Celin my dear, your blog got problem...
I can't read it...
I just see the welcome page...
Now, I think I shall write a speech about something random...
See ya'll!!

Akmal

See you soon and see you well!!

2009-08-02T13:32:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!!
Long time never post man!!
Haha...
Currently 'camping' at my sir the house...
Using his lappie to post...
I'm so not used to this...
Anyway, we went swimming just now at Woodlands swimming centre...
And I just ate a piece of 'Twisties' with bonus spider web taste...
Honestly speaking, his room's like mine sia...
I need to cut my hair later...
I learned how to treadwater also...
So, today not so bad right?
Anyway, I'm sorry Claudia is I couldn't possibly attend VIBE this month...
I have ATC to go to...
Your brother will make it up, don't wory mei!
So, Salted and Sean going already...
Pangseh Kia...
Ward der farke...
Well, I shall continue with what I'm supposed to do...

Akmal

See you next month the 4th Saturday yea??

2009-07-23T09:35:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

How're you people?

I know I'm screwed up enough...

Sigh...High fever since Tuesday...

And I'm supposed to go for an inter-unit quiz thing tomorrow!!

Its my school's first year, but we must do our OCs proud...

If I can't go, my brother should...

Salted, do your best hor!!

Sigh, since I'm sick, my life is getting more and more boring...

Seriously, all I have been doing is lie down, whine, cringe and suffer...

If you really know me, I'm not the kind of guy who complains or whines...

And even when I do complain, its for a good cause...

Like when someone else wants to rest but doesn't dare to, I'll 'complain'...

Lol...

Haha...

Well, I've gotta read some blogs, and do stuff on my facebook...

So, bye!

Akmal

You risk the confiscation of your phone by turning it on during the school day...

Just so that you can keep in contact with me...

Thank you...

So far, you're the only person to do just that...

And I love that quality in you...

2009-07-14T19:14:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Heh, I'm puffed out after rushing home from my girl's place...

Wooh!!

Made it home just on time man!!

Cause if I reached home before 7, my dad'll pull the plug on my internet...

Heh, had a great slack day today!!

I'm so happy!!

And since I've got alot of homework to do tonight, I'll dedicate this song to that lucky person...

After that, I've gotta go do some homework...

Akmal

As I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near
Ill see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Til life is gone
Ill keep your loving near

And now Ive finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
Theres something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how youll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And now Ive finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

-'Like a rose' by A1

2009-07-13T19:12:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I'm back from sending Celine home and I'm gonna scram for my class soon...

Argh...

Anyway, I didn't post yesterday cause my mouse was screwed...

I bought myself a new one already...

So, I'll be testing it tomorrow when I go play Sudden Attack...

Sigh...

Well, today was hot...

Like seriously damn hot...

Shan't tell you what happened...

And my phone keeps restarting...

WDF!!

Anyway, I've gotta scram now...

Bye!

Akmal

The best time I had today was the time I had with you...

Thank you...

2009-07-10T17:15:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I got back from sending my special someone home...

Well, not all the way, cause her mum's home...

And I don't want her to get into trouble...

So, yeah...

And I forgot to return her maths book...

But she remembered (luckily), so I ran all the way from my house to the bridge I sent her to earlier...

Woah, reached there damn tiring lo...

And, something very good happened to me...

I should've know, cause I study body language...

But how could've I missed that very important clue?

I mean, she was licking her lips sia...

Ok, so, now I've gotta go bathe...

Akmal

I hope you don't regret...

I hope you enjoyed it...

I hope the first kiss is always the best...

Thank you, and I'll see you tomorrow...

2009-07-09T19:46:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Sigh, I'm so drained...

But the week's coming to an end, so, thats good...

But I dont feel well these few days...

Its like I'm sick or something...

Sigh, and I feel like sad today la...

I did something I shouldn't have done and I regret it...

I'm sorry...

So, yea, here I am, posting...

I'll probably go play Sudden Attack now...

Just to release the tension, you know?

And I'm still waiting for my bdae present ppl!!

Akmal

'Two souls with but a single thought,

Two hearts that beat as one.'

-Friedrich Halm

2009-07-08T18:20:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

Argh, today suxed...

Big time man...

First, we got the even week timetable and you should see the time we're released...

Its freaking late, and most of my hated subjects are lumped into one day...

So, if I'm freaking grumpy on that day, I guess you'll know why...

Then, when I was playing Sudden Attack, always kena gang...

How to own like that??

Aiya, atleast I got to talk on the phone with my special person...

And I think I need anger management...

Thats cause I tio accused of being pregnant...

Very funny dickholes...

Morons from my class are so lame...

Akmal

I saw the full moon this morning...

And it reminded me of you,

because it was so beautiful...

2009-07-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I got back from sending meh special someone home a couple of hours ago...

Acherly, I carried her partially home cause she originally didn't want to climd the overhead bridge...

Who thought I could practise one of my rescue techniques here?

Haha, anyway, met at the library, as usual...

Then took the bus to her place...

Well, if you consider 10 minutes walk away to be near(which I do, btw)...

And then walked homewards!!

Sigh, what a pleasureable experience...

I'm not going to tell you guys everything cause its private...

Hehheh...

Akmal

'They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be loved by you.'

-Aaron

2009-07-06T15:42:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I just got back from Vivo...

Nothing much actually, just sending my special someone there to meet her parents...

Before that got 'training' ma....

Acherly just celebrate JJ and Xing Rui's bdae...

That finish, Samantha, Celine and me go slack downstairs some block...

Sam had to go at 1.15 so before she siam, we go CC and Minitoons looking for rings...

I wanted to check the price of couple ring plus engraving...

But I dunnoe where so, forget it lo...

Then we went off...

Sam went home, I sent Celine to Vivo...

Reach there we go Nat. Geo. Society there and look-see...

Nature is beautiful in its own element...

Akmal

'Love is giving someone the power to destroy you...

But trusting them not to...'

-Sam's blog

2009-07-05T13:07:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I'm so drained sia...

Yesterday's training was great...

Got like 2.5k audience and for the first time, literally, breath was sucked outta me like nothin...

Its like, 'Aiya, 2500 ppl only...' then, 'Woah, so many ppl siol!!!!'

So yea, its kinda freaky...

But I'm glad to inform you that we did well...

Very well...

Arm swing was great, and then the wheeling was close to perfect...

Great huh?

We trained hard, of course...

And after, I picked my special someone to send her home...

She go NDP oso nia...

So, last minute decision to pick her up one ma...

Then while walking home went to Mac for awhile...

I was very hungry sia...

Shared my burger with her and then tok for awhile...

So, continued to walk her home before walking home...

Talk on the phone for quite sometime and went to sleep...

Thats all that happened to me last night...

Akmal

Thanks for listening to the crap I usually say...

And bet you didn't know how hard it was for me to ask that question...

I was planning for like a few weeks now?

Well, rejection is always a fear...

And you did the opposite...

Thank you, I'll forever remember that...

Love quote;

If I had to choose between breathing and loving,

I'd use my last breath to say I love you

2009-07-03T22:22:00.001+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I came back from an outing with my sister and my close friend a couple of hours ago...

But I'm posting now cause I was watching soccer on channel 5...

Anyway, before the outing, we had like a course on healthy relationships...

3 freaking hours sia...

Then recess, followed by PE...

After that rushed off to pick up my friend...

Walao I thought I was going to be late sia...

Turned out I was just on time...

The freaky thing is, I've never been near a girl school before...

And the sight of an all female student population is like OMG...

And I got checked out by 3 girls from that school...

Hey, I can't help it ok...

Am I hot or am I cool?

Hehheh...

Well, thats what you get for waiting outside the entrance of the school...

Lucky I wore my sunglasses...

Partially concealed my face...

So I'm safe...For now...

After pick friend from her school, went to change lor...

She need bathe, I need change...

So, hahaha, went home first...

Walao, we were late after that sia...

Blardy bus driver drive like nobody business...

When reach AMK there, I had to console Sammoz cause she was freaking pissed that we were 45mins late...

Sorry sam!!

Atleast she forgave me...

The lucky cursed ring I bought from Yong Yau in the morning really is lucky...

Thank you god, for blessing me with such a gift...

I gave that ring away to my special someone...

You must be wondering; 'WHY THE HECK DID YOU DO THAT?!'

Well, I guess I just want my luck to rub off on her lo...

Thats all I could say though...

Akmal

I'm really happy that you guys made up already...

I'm still waiting for your reply though...

And uh, when I save enough money already, I'm gonna go get a pair of rings ok?

But do you prefer necklace instead?

Cause I want them to help me engrave our (nick)names on them...

Can?

You know the reason I love you...

Cause there's no one quite like you...

2009-07-02T19:16:00.002+08:00

Hobey-ho!

I'm back from school...

Well, I was back from school at 2 something...

Then rushed out again almost immediately...

I had to be there at 3pm...

So, I had to rush...

I didn't want to be late, not for her...

Well, after that, we went home...

Since she live near my house, I always send her first...

Gentleman what...(*Yeah, right...*)

So, send her home...

Acherly, we sat downstairs first and tok-tok...

So, yeah...

During the time where I eat the Char-mee and hotdogs at the shop, I wrote something on the table...

For her la...You think for who?You ah?

Dream on sia...

You weren't even there lor...

Anyway, after that go playground and play swing...

Long time never play sia...

And it reminds me of the viking at escape...

Scary siol...

But at the end, had alot of fun...

Thanks for being willing to waste time with me!!

Akmal

Here's a dedication for my important someone...

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
Ill be forever thankful baby
Youre the one who held me up
Never let me fall
Youre the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
Im grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I dont know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
Youve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

Im everything I am
Because you loved me

- 'Because you loved me' Celine Dion

http://www.lyricsfreak.com/c/celine+dion/because+you+loved+me_20028446.html

Love quote for you...

loved you once;

love you still.

always have;

always will