I'm back...
Well, I didn't go anywhere...
Just came back from the Inaugral NCDCC parade...
First of its kind...
We trained for like 2 months for that 30 minutes in the spotlight...
It went pretty well, except we screwed up at the start...
When I was there, I met this girl...
Can't explain really, but in short, she is beautiful, kind and caring...
Understanding too...
Though, it was sad that it had to end, I am glad that I made many new friends...
Leaving them and maybe not meeting them again is plain hurting...
For 2 months or so, Supp. Con. 1 worked together as a team...
Got along pretty well...
Sigh...
Man, I'm gonna miss those dudes...
Well, nearly cried when we were being dsmissed...
She kept looking back, searching for JJ's eyes...
Maybe mine?
Not sure...
But I'll miss all of them, ever more so for her...

Akmal

I still remember the time when we held on to each other for a few seconds...
I didn't want to let go...
I wanted to hold you tighter and closer...
But I don't deserve it...
Cause you like someone else more then me...
And I'm just an 'above-average-looking-guy' in your life...
I'll miss you...
10:55 PM By Athrun988

Hi guys!
I'm back from training...
Tiring but fun...
We got to put on DART Rescue Helms...
Then got FDR...
Also, got free tee...
Haha!
Crapping about life...
Me and Farah and Leen were like using sign language to each other on friday...
Damn funny la...
Although, its kinda weird...
Nearly all the students in my class is interestes in learning malay...
Out of the blue...
Bleh...
I'm waiting for Jay to lend me Breaking Dawn...
After training today, I waited with Sammoz for her father at AMK station...
Didn't even get a thank you...
Sweet huh?
Anyway, hope Sammoz managed to watch her show...
Haha...
Randomness rocks in a retarded way!!
LOL
Well, gotta go....
My mum want to sleep already...
Sadly, the com is in her room...
Adioz....

We can't be together...
I'm sorry this didn't work out...
All we can be is just friends and nothing more...
10:22 PM By Athrun988

"Best to go down fighting"
There's a meaningful quote...
I take it as one of my live's values...
But what I dont believe in is;
"Best to go down fighting YET be humiliated and trashed"
That, is not what I want nor believe...
Yes, you guessed it...
Got trashed just now during inter-class badminton...
7-1, 7-2
How bad's that?
On the bright side, my corp. is invited to take part in NDP '09!
Of course i signed up...
Though, I feel as i have let the class down...
So I went home and stoned in the bathroom...

Akmal
7:57 PM By Athrun988

Ugh...
Hiya...
I'm feeling like poopy right now...
Plagued with injuries...
Tio leg cramps, both legs, abraisions, and the works...
It hurts ok?
Dont think I can even walk...
Now, I think I wont be able to coach V.H. and Pee-ona...
Argh!!!
I FEEL MISERABLE!!
Conceded 3 goals, scored 1...
How crap is that?
Bloody bangla...
So near also want to ram...
Well, I gotta beg for money from my mum to buy myself a new racket...
See ya!

Thanks for the racket Jay!!
I'll try my best to train you guys tomorrow ok?
7:15 PM By Athrun988

I don't feel on top of the world today...
Have you ever felt like you were gonna burst?
Ever felt like screaming at the top of your lungs?
Like punching the wall out of frustration?
Like saying; 'screw you, whore!' ?
Like everyone in this world looks down at you?
Like everyone hates you?
Like everyone hates talking to you?
Like everyone thinks you're a nuisance?
Have you?
Your parents expect you to score and you do...
But it isn't enough for them?
Its frustating isn't it?
Thats exactly how i feel now...

Why do you people treat me like dirt?
Like the soil that gets in the soles of your shoes?
I do my best...
But I'm hardly appreciated...
And when I am, its it the most hurting, sarcastic way...
11:30 AM By Athrun988

Hi peepos...
Tonight is the only night I get to use the computer...
I took my geog and sci (Physics and Chem) papers...
Geog paper wasn't so bad...
I'm a humanities person...
The science paper killed me...
Partly cause I studied the wrong thing...
So, cross fingers and hope I get my formulas right...
Today sucked, sort of...
Firstly, after exam, found out that confirm some of my answers were wrong...
Then after that, I went to play soccer...
As usual, keeper position...
Guess what?
I ain't so bad after all! Even after so long...
But then, I conceded 4 goals...
3 own goals (2 by players, 1 by me)...
1 range shot...
Bleh...I'm a terrible keeper...
Its because of me the team lost...
Lets see...
First goal was the traditional starting penalty shot...
Hakeem tried to hit it away, and I tried to dive...
Didn't know he was going to deflect the ball up...
Mis judged the angle and speed, and its a goal for the opposition...
Second, the ball was lobbed towards me...
Tried to punch the ball away but ended up directing it towards goal...
Third, Sulaiman tried to get the ball and then got pushed by opposing strker...
His leg hit the ball and its an own goal..
Tried to dive in the balls way, but fell short...
And my reactions were slow...
Last, opposing striker rammed from half line and scored...
Didn't dive far enough, nor high enough...
I feel horrible...
Well, I shall emo in my room later...

Of all the things you do, why did you hurt me?
Of all the people, why do you hate me?
Of all the things I do to help, why am I not appreciated?
Of all the things that could happen to you, why do you get headaches when talking to me?
I am just trying to help...
For the class, for the people I call friends...
For the ones I trust and respect...
For everything that stands in our friendships, together, as a class...
10:14 PM By Athrun988

I read this outrageously funny thing on facebook...
It reads;
Boy: Yes! At last. It was so hard to wait.
Girl: Do you want me to leave?
Boy: NO! Don't even think about it.
Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Of course! Over and over!
Girl: Have you ever cheated on me?
Boy: NO! Why are you even asking?
Girl: Will you kiss me?
Boy: Every chance I get!
Girl: Will you hit me?
Boy: Are you crazy? I'm not that kind of person!
Girl: Can I trust you?
Boy: Yes...
Girl: Darling!

Now, it doesn't sound do outrageous right?
It's what a loyal and faithful boyfriend would do...
Now, if you read it from the bottom to the top, you'll find out why its outrageously funny...
4:13 PM By Athrun988

What's up guys?
Long time never post...
Exams ma...
Anyway, the last time I updated you guys on my boring life is when my seniors stepped down...
So, fast forward till NPCC day...
Their unifor is damn nice...
But maybe not so practical...
Still, they didn't need to wear garters...
And they had shiny buttons...
BIG DEAL!!
I'm signing up for guitar lessons...
I think I'll be free on Monday keemoz...
You wanna play soccer, gimme a call...
Well, thats all for now...
(Told 'ya my life was boring)
Haha...

Can we be friends again?
Please? - To Esther
5:35 PM By Athrun988

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