Hobey-ho!
I'm backfrom filming my project!!
Finally, my project that was due yesterday, is done...
A month's work due done in one day!!
Still need to edit and hand-up...
I also need to do the write-up for my photoboard...
Lets do it tomorrow...
Today is one of the best days this week!!
First, a few of my school teachers, those not-so-fav-subjects, didn't come...
Then, I got my film ready...
Lastly, I got to walk my close friend home today...
All in all, today is my day...
Haha, still gotta do my facebook and stuff...

Akmal

Hey, had alot of fun with you today...
Thanks for being willing to walk with me...
And also for not taking the crap I said so seriously...
I hope you don;t mind walking soon...
Maybe on friday?
Well, see you soon, and it was a pleasure being of service...
8:27 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
I'm back from buying a school bag...
Lets hope it lasts 1.5 years or more yea?
Well, I got tagged by my 'lil sister for this quiz...
So, here goes!!

1. Besides lips, where is your spot to be kissed?

Cheek la...Necking oso not bad...

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

"Dude, what the heck am I doing up so early?Oh yea, school...CRAP!!!"

3.Who was the last person you talked to?

My daddy and mummy...

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?

No, I don't think spoilt kids like the outdoors so much...

5. Would you donate blood?

I would if I could

6. Have you had a bestfriend who was of the opposite sex?

Nope, if they're of the opposite sex, I'd call them my sister...

7. Do you want someone dead?

Yes, but I wont say who...(But its gotta do with school)

8. What does your last message say?

Thank you(smiley)say, if you don't have cca on friday, what time you finish school?(Celine)

9. What are you thinking now?

I'm so gonna die of homework...

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?

Yea, but I ain't gonna spill...

11. What time did you go to bed last night?

0045 hrs local

12. Who was the last person you texted?

Celine

13. Tag ten people to do this quiz.
- Celine
- Elaine
- Claudia
- Hakeem
- Wiwi
- Elya
- Kimberly
- Adeline
- Benjamin Peh
- Eileen

14.Who is 2 having a relationship with?(Elaine)

No freakin' idea

15. Is 3 a female?(Claudia)

Find a guy named Claudia and intro him to me...

16. If 7 and 6 get together would it be good?(Elya, Kimberly)

They don't know each other, they're not les, i hope...

17. When was the last time you chatted with 5?(Wiwi)

Long time ago i think....

18. Is 4 single?(Hakeem)

You can never be sure with him...

19. Say something about 2.( Elaine )

Someone I'd like to meet someday

20. What do you think of 3 and 6 being together?( Claudia, Elya )

"I didn't know you two were lesbianos..."

21. What do you think if seven and six fight?( Kimberly, Elya)

Don't know?Catfight?Or maybe just staring each other down?

22. Do you like 3?( Claudia)

If you're talking about friendship, yes. Other then that; I'll think about it...

Hahas, hope you had a good laugh...
Anyway, I gotta pack for tomorrow...
So, adios!!

Akmal

Thanks for being honest, I really appreciate it...
Now, can you invite me to your blog?
I'm getting kinda bored with nothing to do here...
No one really updates much...
9:00 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
I'm back from the first day of this term...
And I am so hating it...
The teachers are so 'wonderful'...
First day back and we all get a present...
And the present is...
Drumroll please!!
Homework!! ~.~"
What the hell...
What kinda present is that?
Anyway, I just changed mother tongue teachers(again) and I understand...
He's young and a new teacher, so he doesn't know we hate homework...
Well, I just checked out my phone bill...
$78.30 sia...
I mean, what the FUCK did I do?(Yeah, I just said the F-word)
Now my dad doesn't want to pay, and I have no savings left...
Thanks for asking me out guys ~.~"
Now, if I don't pay by what?One week?
My line'll be cut, and there'll be no way I'm gonna text you guys...
Guess I've gotta cut down on smses...
909 smses last month...
Crap, I'm so dead...
I always knew school was unlucky...

Akmal

I'm only a friend to you...
And so are you to me...
I guess, since I found out, I changed the way I felt...
To find out was painful, ok?
I'd have rather it to be from you personally...
2:58 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Sorry I didn't post yesterday...
I reached home only after 11pm...
There was this massive T-Jam at Bugis Junction last night...
We were stuck there like for 40 mins?
But in the bus I got to know Jane better...
So we started talking and stuffs...
Sigh, somethings I heard were plain shocking...
I can't believe her schoolmates actually treat her like that...
It shows how cruel and misjudjing the world is at times...
Well, I still have homework to do and school starts tomorrow...
That sucks...

Akmal

Think of what I've said...
Bygones are bygones, they can't be changed...
Life is what you make of it...
10:10 AM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Haha...
Anyway, the 'King of Pop', Michael Jackson, has just past away at the age of 50...
Although I ain't no fan of him, I do like pop songs...
So, since he was the one who revolutionised pop...
And the music industry...
So, if you would, a moment of silence please...
Just a moment, don't take too long...
Ok, moment over...
Heh, Jonathan's comin' over to teach me guitar and stuff...
So, I'm waiting for him...
I just finished playing SA, and I think its getting easier to kill people...
Is it because my opponents are noob or am I getting better?
Well, thats for you to decide...
And thanks, Elaine, for the tips...
I guess they really work...
Alright, I shall get to work then...
I still have loads of homework to do you know...

Akmal

Should I tell 'em or not?
Its tomorrow and I think I shouldn't...
But I want to...
And I dunno if they're available or not...
Maybe I should ask...
Wish me luck!!
12:05 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
As you can see, I just changed my blogskin...
And there ain't no song no more...
Got that replaced by the new Plurk widget...
Thanks Elaine for intro-ing me to Plurk...
Well, I've updated about 4 blogskins today...
And I don't plan on anymore after this...
So Sam, I sincerely hope you like your blogskin...
Remember to ask me to change it every few months or so...
And try to get the skin choosen...
Thanks!!!

Akmal

I can't wait for saturday...
I think I've been practicing enough...
And I think I should tell 'em about how I feel...
Should I?
2:07 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Morning people!!
My room is completely thrashed...
So if lets say you ask me to help for something, and I say cannot...
That means that I can't find my books, etc.
That sucks eh?
Now I have to bunk in my mum's room till the 12th of July...
And the 12th of July is??
Guess...
And tell me the answer...

Akmal

I'm just a nobody that wants to be a somebody...
How do I do that?
10:39 AM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Yeah, I just came back from 'NCDCC Escape 09' with my fellow cadets...
I will post the pictures I took on my Facebook album...
No worries about that...
Anyway, it was cool...
Apart that Jia Hui's slippers were torn cause Xin Rui was very afraid of the haunted house...
Then, We headed to the Go-kart place there...
As usual, I always take car number 20...
Cause its the champion car...
And number 29, the second champion car...
So I always got first or second place in the races...
When we got bored, we decided to go play the bum-boats...
Retarded, cause we ended up soaking wet...
Then for the last round, we went to the two-seater go-karts...
'Hmmm...Let's try something new...Let's drive in convoy formation!!'
In case you didn't know, convoy formation is a single line of vehicles travelling together...
It was fun, and a little challenging, cause its hard trying to communicate with the other drivers...
When you have revving engines and loud noises...
So we had to shout abit here and there...
But hey, it was worth it...
I mean, from where I was, the lead car, it lookes pretty cool...
I think the other people there thought so too...
After that, we went home...
And also, we set the 23rd of June of every year to be NCDCC outing day...
5 of us have made the pact to meet up...
Plus, I even added that we should bring our soulmates along too...
But only if they're from NCDCC!!
Sorry girls...Hehheh...
So, here I am, posting and uploading some pictures...
Hopefull all our soulmates are from NCDCC yes?
Oh, before I forget, JJ FINALLY admitted that he likes Trina...
Something we knew, but wasn't confirmed...
Now it is, thanks, JJ!

Akmal

Hey, maybe next time, you'll be there too...
I mean, all the while there, I was hoping you'd bump into us...
Or vice versa...
Too bad we didn't eh?
Haha, hope your ATC turned out well and fun!
9:36 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Finally, my computer isn't working up!
I just finished maintenance on the computer's ventilation system and stuff...
I'll post the pictures on my facebook is you're interested...
Its guy stuff, but yeah, maybe it'll help those who'd want to be a handy-person...
Oh, I also just finished dismantling my cupboard and part of the wardrobe in my room...
With my uncle and maid's help of course...
My uncle wants the cupboard, so I figured he should help too...
And the pictures will be posted on my Facebook...
Wow, my room's gonna get renovated...
I'm so excited!!
Nothing like a new bedroom set and more space, plus a new mattress, yeah!!
Haha...
Well, I'll go upload the pictures...

Akmal

I hope you're not angry at me for what I said...
Or what I've done...
But I still care for you...
Infact, I still love you...
And I'll never forget you, no matter what, because you've made a veyry big impact on my life...
A positive one...
And you've taught me several things that I wasn't aware of...
7:20 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Today's a very special day for all married men...
Yes, its Father's Day!!
Wohoo!!
So, have you done anything for your father today?
Haha...
This is gonna be one heck of a short post...
I bought my dad a pizza...
Well, two actually...
What did you do for your daddys?

Akmal

Argh!!
Looks like I'm gonna need to find a new smsing partner...
Life's too boring man...
Oh yea, I've been thinking...
Since I'm not your ideal person, the feelings towards you...
Have changed, I still like you, love you, crush on you, but I do realise I can't have you...
The feelings haven't changed not a since bit...
I just got an appifany...
Hope you understand...
My promises towards you are not forfeited, don't worry...
God bless and have a nice Father's day...
2:00 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
I'm back from the first full-rehearsal training for the upcoming NDP...
And all I can tell you is that you'll be expecting some new stuff...
And this year's NDP is more exciting too!
Yeah, training was hard, but hey, just endure lurh...
And I made new friends too...
Several from Beatty Sec(Hakeem, your school!!)
One was Hakeem's classmate last year, the other's Jane...
Then, there were dudes from my mother's alumni...
Yusof Ishak Sec...
Two or three of them were called Hakim...
Scary huh?
Anyway, I'm puffed out so I've gotta get some rest...
Nite everybody!!

Akmal

Training is hard, the food is terrible, the water breaks are short...
In other words, this is one of the best trainings I've ever been too...
And lotsa cool guys too...
Alex, Luqman, Jane, etc.
So, yea, you don't have to worry that much..
I'm loving it here...
9:39 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
I went jogging with my sister this morning!!
1.2km first, then maybe 1.6km tomorrow...
Jogging at 6.30 in the morning rox!!
Haha, well, I just so sad...
I went training after jogging too...
We celebrated Jia Xing's b'dae and did drills...
Lots of drills...
I've so gotta get fit man...
And my voice is like hoarse now cause long time never shout at people...
Argh!!
This is frustrating...
I'm going for another jog tomorrow, this time at 5.30am...
Sigh...

Akmal

You miss him, and you don't miss me...
You're willing to talk to him, but not me...
I'm not jealous, I just think that you'd like to treat us equally...
I don't think you like us equally...
You can't like two people just nice same-same...
There's always thjings that you like more in one compared to the other...
And I wanted to tell you something but I can't...
Check this song out and you'd know what I want to say...
'I'll remember you' by No secrets-Song title and artist(s)
2:57 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
I'm so damn tired right now...
Even after sleeping like a log for 9 hrs straight!!
Wtheck?
Yeah, yesterday slept at 1.15 because I had to fix the lighting in my room...
The blardy starter busted liao ah!
And the plug for it was broken too...
So I got the help of my maid to shine the light for me while I fix it...
Changing the plug took 45 mins alone...
Why? Because the blardy plug's nuts are so damn small, and very hard to fix...
But god be praised, managed to fix it...
Total, it took 1hr 15min, 5min to figure out problem and look for replacements...
45min to fix the damn thing, 25min to clean up...
Very, very, very frustating...
Well, let it be a lesson to all you guys, and girls who want to be a handy(wo)man...
Fixing lights in the middle of the night is frustrating, but possible...
Here are the steps to see what the problem is with your lights;
1. check electricity supply, if off turn on
2. check the bulb itself and see if busted liao or not
3. check the starter if its busted liao or not
4. check if starter plug is broken
If you encounter any of the problems from no.1-3, try to fix it if you want to...
But if you damn suay and jialat-jialat get problem 4, try to fix IF you know how to...
If not, there's a chance that your dad will scold you...
Or you may fix it wrongly and injure yourself...
Otherwise, enjoy your fixes and god bless!

Akmal

If you want to fix your lights, call me yea?
I seem to have a knack of fixing things...
60% of what I fix can be used again, 40% goes to the trash heap...
Hehheh...
Well, since you're sort of a handywoman, you can open a business to fix things...
Maybe I'll be your business partner?
Haha, hope to hear from you soon :)
12:26 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Hehheh...
I read of the net and I figured I should post it...
Here goes;
There are four men on top of a building. 1 is George Washington, another is Abraham Lincoln, another is John Carrey and the last one is George W. Bush. George Washington says “This is gonna make someone really happy!” and throws a 1 dollar bill off the building. Arbaham Lincoln says “This is gonna make a lot of people happy!” and throws 100 one dollar bills off the building. Then John Carrey says “This is gonna make the whole world happy!” and he pushes George Bush off the building.
Haha!!
Nice huh?
Seems like the whole world hates Bush...
Well, I don't, I mean he gives comedians alot of material for their jokes...
Apart from that, this is gonna be one damn short post...

Akmal

I know you know that I like you...
I love you and I absolutely adore you...
I don't know how you feel about me like totally...
All I know is that you told me you don't love me as much as I love you...
Well, I hold your word on that and don't dissapoint me...
I trust and believe in you, more then you'd realise...
11:29 AM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Haha...
Well, my lil' sister's in malaysia, she is in singapore, as busy as ever(not that I mind)...
JJ is at home, planning for the training...
I'm supposed to help him, and I did...
And now I'm just bored...
Well, not so bored, cause I downloaded Sudden Attack on my com last night...
Thought cannot play...But can!! XD
I'm so lovin' it!!
LOL...
Anyway, since the hols are coming to an end, I guess the only thing I can do is wait...
Life sucks without my friends...
'Specly her...
Heck, I miss the ENTIRE contigent...
But she is the most miss la...
Well, I've gotta go...
Before my homework becomes last-minute work...

Akmal

I hope you aren't finding me a problem...
Or a burden...
Cause all I want for you is the best...
And the best is the least I can do...
For you, and for me...
He just treats you as a sister and that gets me pissed...
I know its not my business, but hell, I don't want love to be one-sided...
He treats you only as a sister and I'm trying to change that...
To something higher, as a lover...
I will try, worry not...
1:03 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Hehheh...
Well, its a Sunday, and while most of my friends are attending worship, I'm stuck at home...
Doing nothing...
Well, it sucks...
Yes, its better then going to school...
But when you have a month of nothingness, it really sucks...
Jeez...
Now JJ and me are planning for the big day on the 18th of June...
Training, but we dunno what to do after that...
Well, my com's screwing up again...
So, I've gotta restart it...

Akmal

Heck, I can't believe I asked you that question...
In the morning...
Well, I hope our friendship hasn't changed...
Nor the fact that you *ahem* JJ and me...
So, I've got something for ya;
Flowers need sunshine, Violets need dew.
All angels in heaven know I need you!
Years may fly, tears may cry,
But my friendship with you will never die...
Hope you liked it!!
11:28 AM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!!
I'm back from training...
For NDP '09, we had to do drills like shit...
Anyway, it was fun...
Re-met some of the cadets from Sup.Con.1 from NCDCC day parade...
Its all one huge contigent, so all of us are stuck together...
But some of the cadets from my school didn't make the cut for the contigent...
So they became reserves...
But 3 of them kena drop...
Don't want to talk about it now...
Anyway, I got this random sms from Sammoz, my sister just now...
Still remember her??
Well, it said;
'Akmal is my brother. He's also my bestfriend. I know I can count on him, and tell him everything. So if he's reading this now, I want him to know how much I love him. ^ ^'
Everything has a reason...
And I'm wondering what her reason would be...
Would it be randomness?
Or does she want to say something to me?
Guess we'll never know...
And I nicked myself with the shaver when I was bathing just now...
Just a flesh wound...

Akmal

Be prepared for the next training...
It'll be hell for those who's not used to it...
18.6km march anybody?
7:58 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
She comin' home tomorrow!!!
Wohoo!!
Haha...
Well, I haven't been sleping well lately...
Like sleeping at the 11pm - 2am range...
And waking up at the 7am - 11am range...
My health , fitness and stamina is going south man...
And that ain't good...
I mean, I want to be a fit, atheletic person, with a gun-load of muscles...
Bi's, tri's, abs, the lot...
Anyway, I've also been worried about what I dream of...
I mean, most of my dreams are controlable, like when I think of *someone*, I drean about that person...
But sometimes, when I think of an action, or something, I dream about it, but I have no control of who is in the dream or what happens...
So, I'm sorry if I don't dream about you all the time...
Cause I may be really preoccupied about something, like games, and dream about that instead...
Well, She coming back tomorrow, so gotta be ready...

Akmal

Hope you had enjoyed your camp and stuff...
I've been writing down all my dreams so that I'd be able to remember and tell you...
But I also want to know your dreams too...
So, please tell me, if you don't mind...
2:33 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Hehheh...
I love being me!
I mean, last time, I was an asshole...
Now, I'm an online councillor for people with problems...
Cool eh?Now, back to business...
She's leaving for Malaysia tomorrow morning, till the 13th...
Camping there...How come my friend's lives are more fun then mine sometimes?
Anyway, she got banned from using the computer...
Just cause he rmum is 'fraid that she may chat with me and JJ on facebook...
What a Yorkshire Pudding!
So, now she can't read my blog or 'spam' my facebook wall...
hey, I don't mind her spamming my wall or anything...
But its just sad to know how paranoid some parets are...
What does her mum think?
C'mon, we three(her, JJ and me) are all from NCDCC!!
What?Her mum 'fraid that we'd destroy her life or something?
I mean, dude, we ain't destroying anybody's life...
Her mum is, cause she needs to SOCIALISE!
Bleh...

Akmal

Man, I'm gonna miss you when you're gone...
He said those words to you too huh?
I ain't surprised, I mean, he's just like that...
And you liked to be loved?
Well, just so you know, JJ and me, we both love you...
For who you are and for what you do...
See ya soon!!
11:35 AM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho guys!
Today is one of the craziest days of this month...
First, in the morning, I got forced outta bed at 6.50AM to get ready...
Go where?To my granduncle's funeral...
He's like my grandfather la...
He always makes me happy and stuff...
I mean, he is the inspiration for me to be the wacky guy I am now...
Since he's gone, I guess I'll continue what he's done over the years; cheering people up and making their day...
Then, I reported in for NCDCC NDP Parade training...
Heh...Turns out we were late...
All 10 of us...Ma'am got the time wrong, then fly off to China or something...
So we waited there like some morons...
Till 1.23PM or so, then the guy from HQ say we go home better...
So yea, we 'did'...Sort of, 6 of us went to the LAN at SAFRA there, play for 3hrs...
HAHA!!
Then, I found out her phone got confiscated, and she's not ignoring me or something...
*PHEW*
So, now I'm home alone(not the movie!!) waiting for my mother...

Akmal

I inherited my funny genes from my late granduncle...
My ability to cheer or rationalise people's feelings from my mother(although not at funerals...Haven't tried that out)
The totally vulgar and rough self from my father...
Sigh, life is a totally weird thing...
But love, with you around, is beautiful...
8:06 PM By Athrun988

Sigh, I'm back...
Again, I'm lonely, and feeling depressed...
Eventhough I went out with Sam and her BF plus Celine, Julia, Hannah...
Long time since I've seen Celine...
But it feels like I haven't seen my crush(NOT Celine, someone else) in ages...
Although I have her pic in my phone...
I just want to look into those soft, caramel coloured eyes and feel my heart melt...
I really, really, really miss her alot...
Now, I'm hoping that her teacher choose her to go for the NDP thing last minute...
Sigh...
Tried drowning myself just now, in the swimming pool...
Each time I came close, I hear her voice telling me not to, and to think of my loved ones...
Heck, she's one of 'em, so yea, didn't drown...
Or else, I wouldn't be here posting right?
Anyway, I tried smsing, but there isn't any reply...
Twice, I sent an sms and awaited a reply for like a few hours...
One in the morning, and one after I finished swimming...
I hope she is either not able to sms cause of a camp, training of she ain't in the country...
But she could've atleast told me right?
Well, I'm still worried...
Damn worried that I may never get a reply from someone I love...

Akmal

I feel guilty and remorseful because I feel that I've made you sad cause I went out with them...
Please forgive me...
I can't cope without you...
Every moment is another painful one without you around...
But everytime I go online, I hope you're there, so I can talk to you...
Sigh...
You're really angry aren't you?
I apologise...
I'm so very sorry...
7:00 PM By Athrun988

Yo!
Haha...
Well, I just came back from LAN, played BF2 (again)...
Other then that, today was completely uneventful...
Totally boring...
But the smses that I got from someone lightened up my day...
As usual, I would say...
Anyway, I just got invited to go watch a movie with Sam, her BF, Hannah and Julia...
After that, go swim...
Should I?
I mean, I've asked her opinion, and she told me not to go if I don't want to...
But if I go, I'll feel guilty for not having her there...
I mean, she's nearly everything in my life now...
And I mean EVERYTHING.
Should I go or shouldn't I?
Thats all I guess...

Akmal

Hope you don't mind if I go, I mean, I don't really want to be anywhere without you...
Though, I do realise that I've gotta live my life...
I'd love it if you could make it...
But I guess you can't cause your mother won't allow you too?
Hope to see you again...
Really, I miss you...
8:01 PM By Athrun988

Hobey-ho!
Welcome back to my blog yea?
Haha...
Went to LAN in the morning, played CS, BF2...
I personally prefer BF2 cause its more realistic then CS...
After that, I went to play soccer at the Bendemeer there...
Played as defender and midfielder...
They say my defending not bad...
Just my shooting abit unaimed...
Haha, still managed to score one goal though...
Yea, whats so good about one goal?
It was the winning touch!
Yes, the winning goal...
Pretty spiff huh?
Anyway, I'm still not that cheerful cause I still miss her...
And she got into a tum-tigger in the morning...
Crap, yea?
Anyway, went home after soccer, played facebook!!
Stared at people's pictures and stuff...
Thats it I guess...

Akmal

Don't cry ok?
I'm sorry that the previous post made you shed tears...
Please forgive me...
You always say momentai, but I cant because you're sad...
Please don't be sad...
Cheer up, I'll always be here for you...
And promise me that we'd still be besties even if you choose him in the future...
And that you'd have no problem if I still crush on you...
8:38 PM By Athrun988

Sometimes, when I talk about relationships, people think I'm joking...
And yet, I have to tell them again and again, I don't joke about something so serious...
For the record, I don't joke nor lie when I say to someone that I like them or have a crush on them...
So please, I ain't jokin', nor lyin'...
And I'd like people to be honest when they tell me they like me back...
It doesn't hurt to be honest...
Right?
I mean, it'd suck when someone tells you they like you and then say they don't...
Gives you false hope...
Well when you said you were talking nonsense, my heart skipped a beat...
Cause I thought you didnt like me as you said...
After all I've said to you, that would hurt me...
Then again, after I confirmed, it was easier for me...
But no easier to know that you cried and sobbed and had mucus dribbling down your nose...
All because you thought you had broken my heart...
In a way, yes, you had...
You broke my heart to hear you cry...
And here I am now, thinking...
As much as you like JJ and me equally, who would you choose when the time came?

Akmal

When you asked me what I was thinking, I didn't know the last post hurt you...
Nor what I had typed killed you...
I'm so very sorry...
I should've know better...
But just wondering, when you said you didn't want to let go during that moment, were you telling the truth?
And would you like it to happen all over again?
Please answer me honestly...
Don't worry, you've never broken my heart...
Always smile ;D
5:58 PM By Athrun988

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