Saturday, December 5, 2009
Yesterday my heart was shattered into a thousand pieces. Today I'm still picking them up. Tomorrow I'll try to mend it. The day after tomorrow I'll wonder, why did this happen to me?All because of the foolish mistake of one man. ME.
I forgot her birthday. Of all things to forget, one bloody date, which in effect ended our friendship. I'm not saying its not my fault, because it is. This was the last time I'd be able to prove to her that I'm different from the past. To prove to her that I'm a better person now. But this was not to be. Maybe we're not meant for each other. You call it fate. I call it God's plan for me. 
I hope you're reading this. You don't have to tag. Or say that you've read this. But I just want you to know that you were all I had to live for. The reason I changed for the better. The reason I tried to be nicer to others. The reason I accepted the fact that I'm not perfect. It's all because of you. I attempted to be better for you. But I failed. I'm sorry.
Now, our friendship is still in the balance. If you wont accept me in the future. Or like me anymore. Please, all I'm asking for is that we'd still stay friends. Forgive me.
To a brighter future ahead of us. I dedicate Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson. God bless you. Last note: you were the bes companion I had in school. Thanks for being there for me when I needed you. Thank you, Kimberly.
1:47 PM By Athrun988